When night falls....

I guess there are many things in life that will caught us unaware of.

Life and death, its pretty much parts and parcel of our lives, and yea, every minute or even seconds, there are people dying on this very earth that we stay in.
But yea, we don't normally take notice of it thou its a on going thing thats happening.
And many times, we take it for granted that people around you will stay through with you, as long as its possible.

But yea, it feels exceptionally weird and uneasy when you realize someone close to you past away, just like that.
I am not trying to be emotional over this, but this is the first time that i have experience people close to you pass away, just like that.


Just like that.


I still remember the last time the few of us visited him, he was still able to joke with us and all.
And we were anticating his recovery as he told us that he will be able to recover fully after going through chemotherapy, we were rather relieved then.

Then now, to think that me and kk was still in the midst of a dota game when gx told us about this, he just pass away 20mins ago.

I don't what to say or how to react.

What i know is, this feeling sucks man.

I know there's no point talking about it now, but if i have known that his life will end in such an early age, for half of his lifetime that he were in the same class as me, i would have treated him better.

And now, i will really learn to cherish every single one thats around me even more, and living life to the fullest.
Making someone's day everyday, cos you will never know when is it gonna be for the last day for the person.
Not pessismistic, but its just, so true.


Bye Raihan.