Celebrated my 16th birthday ytd.

Wasn't a enjoyable one.
PPl r not sincere at all.
I dunno,but overall,the effort put in by valer,claudia,cheryl,wan ying and cyndi was good...


Thx!!!!
Thought of cancelling it.
Was terribly fed up.
Even after zhi liang,yehui and kian hao arrived.

Dun wan 2 sae abt it le..
But i must sae tat i had nvr been so angry be4 for my whole life time!
Got so angry on my birthday.
Tats wat added on 2 my anger.

But its ok now,after the celebration.
Was not a celebration afterall.

Heck care.

Was looking forward 2 it the previous nite.


Insensitivity shown by others is the KEY factor tat triggers my anger.
I have my angers 2.
Will do things tat r mad.

Signing off
Boon

anyway,i tortured them

Mixed feeling now.

Excited?
Wonder wat will happen tmr..

Haha,looking forward.

And THX 2 ALL MY FREN!

I REALLI APPRECIATE IT x10000!!!

dunno wat 2 blog.
Today is a nice day

Signing off
Boon

Sch reopened le.
Wat a tiring day.
The sch hrs is being extended!!!
Gosh,still not used 2 it.
4lesson of dnt jus burns me off.
Tired,but cant slp.
Cos if i slp now,i wont be able 2 slp at nite!

Slpt at 4 ytd nite.
Although tired,but jus cant slp.
Perhaps i am used 2 slping late.
DIe la..
Mus slp tonite.
Anyway,upon returning back 2 sch,missed abit of it.
But den its jus for a short while.
Den my pants like so loose lor..
Haha.
But did enjoyed myself in sch.
But i guess everyone's tired.
Cos alot of ppl were actually slping during e free period.
Tat includes ME!
And i slpt till english lesson.
Leg went numbed.
Sleepy mood.

Anyway,we keep repeating "sch sux ar!""I hate going 2 sch!""Wah lao!Sch reopen liao!""I dun wan go back la!"
But i am sure we will all miss it when we left e sch.
I am one of them.
Wat life would be after O's?
Of cos,we wont die!
But a brand new environment awaits us.
Last 4 mths.


Anyway,my engines in on already.
Gonna buck up.
Prelim's around e corner.
Followed by O's
Gonna constantly remind myself dat time is running short.
We dun have much time!

Sybil the 16 personality de book is so CHIM!
CHIM!?
Understand?
Its like i read 1st page.
I already need 2 check the dictionary already.
Wonder how long will i need 2 finish reading it.

Signing off
Boon

Sch's fun,but tired and stressful!


Weird!
This dunno who started toking 2 me in msn.
I oso dunno who she is n why she added me.
She claims 2 be a female.
I dunno.

But i am sure she's from RO
U noe,alot of fake females from RO de.
Weird thing is she started asking me 2 introduce 2 her MALES!

=.=Lengzai somemore.
Siao kia.

I dunno la,shld't doubt her.
But i wont anyhow leak out my fren's msn add 2 her of cos.
Haha..Shall block her.
Wat a msn day.
She is so scary,1st time i c girls wan 2 noe other guys through guys tat she dunno.


Jus returned home.
Today marks the end of our june holidays.
Hardworks starts tmr.
Gonna concentrate.
In another 30mins..
Haix.

Had a great day.
Thx KianHao,ZhiLiang,XiongSheng anD Yehui
Had a realli Great Day!
Walked around wif them all day.
But dun feel tired at all.
Woah,tats rare.
Training by kianhao and wen jie.
Haha,now i am the 1 encouraging them 2 walk more.
LOL.
Quite a good end 2 my holiday.
Althought homework still undone.

And also,I jus loved 2 play arcade!
Haha.

Thoughts:Wat a holiday,tiring thou.
Had lots of outing,which r cool.
Had fun,and moody.
Spent time in church,Happi!
Spent time wif cousins,Happy!
Spent time wif frens,Happy!
Overall,its jus great.
And,i haf great fren afterall!!
Even thou its holiday,but we still kept in contact!
WOah!

Its time 2 wake up early in e morning le.
Tats sians.

My birthday's coming=)
Ppl remembers.
Haha,i am overjoyed.
Not becos of the presents
Its the thoughts tat counts
Tats wat i call
F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

Hee

Oh ya..i jus shou a person as my disciple.
Haha,tats xiong sheng
Teach him how 2 kick sia..
Impart skills to him.
He sure got e potential,but i am jus afraid tat he will become a Weapon!
He nv learn TKD already so violent le.
Learn liao very jia lat.
Haha,but will ask him Not 2 use.
It's up 2 Shu Mei's le.
Anyway,i oso not very power la...haha
We learn Martial art not 2 fight,but for our health.
For me.
Its 2 lose weight..
Haha
Reminds me of the time when i will go for TKD training.
Any1 wans 2 join him?
LoL




Signing off
Boon

I gets angry when i gets tired.
Simple.
Tats the thing tat i am feeling rite now.
SLpt at 1.30 ytd nite n woke up 6.
For no reason.
And i am going back 2 slp!
Despite the fact dat i still got alot of homework,
i still decides 2 slp.
Cos slping is good
And its heavenly.
IF not later i crush my homework and throw it away.
I AM TIRED!TIRED AR!!!


I tok crap when i am tired 2 eh?

Heex..jus tot of putting up tis pic.
Missed her.
Miss her childishness,ridiculousness and irritatingness.
But most of all,her patients.
If onli she's nt easily pushed over.
She would had been great
She's good,come 2 tink of it.
Mrs Ong is good 2,but dun have her pic.
They both have great patients,OPTIMISTIC and good.
But too bad,gets pushed over and we all climbed above her head and poop there.

Lesson learnt:In life,ppl hu r good and haf great patients gets pushed over.
Mrs ong is miss tan is jus 2 typical example.

Signing off
BOoOOOOOoooon

Homework homework n more homework.
I haven finish doing all of them
Still got a whole chunk!
Dun tink can finish them anyway.

Sch's reopening soon.
My sleeping de hrs still not stable..die.
Sure laTE.
But anyway,they sae thurs 8 den start sch,dats good..
Wont late le.

Haha,still addicted 2 mahjong.
Ytd played till 2.
Vince ZHA HU!HAHAHAHAHA!


Wen jie during debrief asked.
"When u c ppl walking down giving their life 2 jesus,u noe tat their life will be changed!,Dont u wish dat the one getting saved is ur fren!?U noe tat their life will be changed!"
Yea..i wished for it day after day,but 2 no avail..
Salvation coming in our campus!!I believed in it.
Cos i saw 2 BB junyuan bois getting saved jus now.
Yea..I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN IT!
AND IS STRIVING HARD FOR IT!

Damn bro dunno wat his doing la..
Keep shifting com..and disturbing me..!!!ARGGG!!!


I HAve a sickening father!
Always bully my mother,he tink he wat ar..
Jus trying 2 run from his responsibilty.
He is useless.
They divorced oso nvm la.
I heck care already.
Given up on him

Angry

Signing off
Boon

Had a long chat wif wen jie ytd during lunch.
Talk abt BGR thing.
She was asking why am i not jioing girls or smth
Cos she had frens who was at age,spent their time jioing and discussing bout girls

Had been Stumbled and cannot realli express wat i truely felt.
Of cos la..i am Not a gay!.
Ha,but its jus tat the way i c things is different
I mean,ya,u haf e right 2 admire.
Poetry,painting or music.
But Girls?
The way they looked,dressed and figures.
I feel tat its rather intruding into their privacy yea?
U criticized,praise.
Tats being unfair..i thought.
Equality!
And i tink its wasting my time.
After u managed 2 stead wif a girl of ur "Dream" look.
But most of e times u hardly noe tat girl
And jus leads 2 another broken relationship.
U get hurt,waste ur money n time
For me,i will spend tat money and time on foods,cousins or outing wif frens.
Ha.And another thing,after both of ur broken up,will u still be frens?
Eg.How many divorced couples still continues 2 see each other after divorced?
Yea,Minority like those tat is sensible enuf tat Noe tat continue being 2gether is a waste of their time.
And those not sensible 1 tat treats marriage like a game?.
I wont wan or go into a relation tat i am not confident in.
Haha..I noe i not very thin.
But if i ever find a girl tat accepts the way i am.
Without her asking,i will lose weight!!tat is a definite motivation.
Love is a motivation.
Mother Teresa once said:"The greatest technology created on heaven n earth is Love!"
And of cos,if she loves me for the way i am,i will also wan the best for her.Logical?
Secondly,I tink tat appearance is next compared to the personality.
So i wont mind abt looks,den why would i go around looking at girls.
Although in reality,ppl judge u by the way u look.
Tats sad and unhealthy.
ha..speaking from experience
Anyway,i tink tat ur inner beauty reflects on ur outer,but ur outer may not reflect on ur inner.
Looks can be deceiving.
Thirdly,respect.
I respect them for the way they r.
I tink tat we r not showing respect by judging them from they way they look.
They r born wif it.
And its basic respect.

Ya..tats why ppl might find me weird why i am not anxious going into relationships
Even My cousin doubt me!LOL
Cos i tink its a burden.
I have heard about many failed relations.they r scary and a distraction.
I would rather spend the time loving my family,cousins and frens.

Haha,these r jus wat i feels,they can be wrong.
Srry if i offended any1.I am not self promoting or criticizing any1 either.
Different ppl have different pricipal,views.
They r jus mine.

So folks,dun ask me if i am a brokeback again okay?Haha.
maybe jus not as interested as ur onli.


Feel much better now.

Anyway,another thing i wanna share is dat i dun believe in persuation!
haha,and i dun ask ppl out.
Tats wat i found out.
Its either i wait for ppl 2 ask me out,or i dun go out..haha.
It takes lots of consideration n planning be4 i even ask some1 out.
Cos i sked of rejections.
Haa.
and i dun persuade,cos wat ever it is.If u have make up ur mind.
There's is no way i can change ur mind.
Maybe i will ask again n again.
For smth tat i tink its good for u.
But i wont.
Persuade u.
When it comes 2 smth wrong for u,i will gif advices.
Whether 2 follow it anot.
Its ur choice.
U shld have a mind of ur own.

Haha,c why i had been so sleepy lately?
I typed tis into my handphone whenever i cant slp.

Still got alot things.
Not suitable 2 blog them out.
but Jus my thoughts.
Its my blog,my thoughts

Signing off
Boon

Singapore English vs Britian English ... Who says our English is Bad. Just see below -
Ours is simple,short,concise, straight-to-point, effective etc.
The English did invent the English Language, but they cannot use it economically when communicating their intentions.
Compare these phrases that singaporeans and Britons use to say the same thing: So, why make things so confusing and waste of money when you are and a long distance call.

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Singaporeans: No Stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?
Singaporeans: Hallo, who page?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY.
Britons: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Would you please make way?
Singaporeans: S-kew me

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britons: Hey, put your wallet away, this drink is on me.
Singaporeans:No-need, lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Singaporeans: (pointing the door) can ar?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.
Singaporeans: Don't be shy, lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Singaporeans: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I'd prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Singaporeans: Doe-waaaan!

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britons: Err. Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
Singaporeans: You mad, ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please ! lower your voice, I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Singaporeans: Shaddap lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU.
Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for some time. Do I know you?
Singaporeans: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.
Singaporeans: Die-lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?
Singaporeans: Wat happen Why lidat?ADUI!!! (jumping to conclusion)

WHEN SOME ONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it here let me show you.
Singaporeans:Hoi!!!u pig ar lidat also doe no how to do!!!!

Are u like tat?haha..
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CLASS TIME

The class was very noisy just now because there wasn't any teacher,
but now everyone suddenly turned quiet. That is because the fiercest
teacher in the school had entered the class. Her face is as fierce
as a lion which will bite anyone's head off if offended... And if
you wanna know more.... follow the lesson.

Students: Good morning, teacher.

Teacher : (shouting) Why is it only good morning? What about afternoon and night?

Students: Good morning, afternoon and night teacher!

Teacher : That is unacceptable! It is too long. Just wish me best
regards for my whole day! That is much better as it is easier and
full of meaning. And that greeting can also be used for all times.

Students: Best regards teacher!

Teacher : That's better, sit down! Listen today I,m going to test
you all on words that have the opposite meaning. When I say a
sentence or word, all of you must answer quickly the opposite
meaning to the words, understand?

Students: Understood teacher!

Teacher : I do not want any disturbance!

Students: (shouting)

Teacher : Clever!

Students: Stupid!

Teacher : High!

Students: Low!

Teacher : Popular!

Students: Calafare!

Teacher : Wrong!

Students: Correct!

Teacher : Stupid!

Students: Clever!

Teacher : No!

Students: Yes!

Teacher : Oh God!

Students: Oh Slave!

Teacher : Listen to this!

Students: Listen to that!

Teacher : Quiet!

Students: Noisy!

Teacher : That's not a question, stupid!

Students: This is an answer, clever!

Teacher : I'm dead!

Students: We're alive!

Teacher : I'm lazy to teach!

Students: We are hardworking to learn!

Teacher : Enough! Enough!

Students: More! More!

Teacher : Stop! Stop!

Students: Start! Start!

Teacher : Why are you people so stupid?!

Students: Because I am someone clever!?

Teacher : Lack manners!

Students: Taught enough!

Teacher : O.K. Lesson has ended!

Students: K.O. Lesson has not started!

Teacher : Enough, stupid!

Students: Not yet, clever!

Teacher : Stand up!

Students: Sit down!

Teacher : I said CALAFARE was wrong!

Students: We said POPULAR was correct!

Teacher : You people are dumb!

Students: We aliens are gifted!

Teacher : All of you must stay back this afternoon!

Students: One of me must not go home that night!

Teacher : (Keep quiet, gather her books and went out)

Students : (Make noise, drop our pen and go in)


Scary Movie 4 TRAILER!!

Haha.

Jus returned Home.......
Stayed at Wen Jie's hse ytd.

LoL,watched "just my luck" wif her ytd
The story line quite lame.
Where got ppl de luck so extream 1..
But storyline aside,the show is quite entertaining.
Haha.
Anyway,saw the advertisement of "Click" and "The lakeside house"
Tot tat they r quite nice.
"Click" is a movie where tis man got the universal remote control where he can control everything!
Everything!Even humans!!haha.
Den alot of funni things happens..haha
Eg.He slower down a motion of a woman running..And the camera is on the lady's asset..LoL

While "The Lakeside House" Is about Tis man n tis female,they post msg 2 each other by putting the letters they wanna sent into the letter box.
When they wanna receive or send a msg 2 the receiver,they will place the letter into the letter box.
But they dint noe tat they r actually living 2 yrs apart.
So its about a Relation between 2 pen pal living 2 yrs apart.
Eventually,they found out.
And tat begins lots of touching scenes..
Quite nice!i thought.

Worth watching..The trailer is nice.ha

Well anyway,

We Saw Wen jie's Sec sch fren,in e same cinema.
She was suppose 2 meet him(a male) after svc ytd.
LoL,her fren saw her,but dint called her.
COS HE THOUGHT TAT I AM HER BF!?!?
=.=.Anyway,wen jie was shocked.
And explains..
And sae smth like "How can it be possible?"
Den i was tinking..
"ya lor!How can i go wif a ren yao!?"
haha,she is a mutant ren yao somemore lor..Chua Storm!haha
Ok,kun..Shh...her modem spoiled,so she wont noe..haha.
jkjk

After movie,went her hse n slp lor.
Woah,her hse is filled wif choc sia...
Haha..

Tis morning woke up.
Eat the delicious chao mian dat Er e Cooked.
Yummy!!!
Haha..

Den went Jurong west library study.
The environment is nice.
Pleasant.
But gosh!!i spent 6hrs!
2 finish a paper 2!?!?!
But i did every single ques correctly thou..
Need 2 be more diciplined!
Gonna go her hse for a few more days until i finish my homework.

Took MRT back.
Terrible trip.
Worst Mrt trip Ever.
1stly:I am alone
2ndly:The person beside me its either a Indian,China guy Or a fat one.
I almost suffocated 2 death...
Phew,thankfully i survived..
If not i would be gone.
Then there's tis indian guy who was abt 2 alight.
OMG!he position his hand on one of the pillar beside me,and his armpit was jus above him.
Suffocated.
Another big sized guy keep shaking his leg!!!Which he,indirectly affected my leg 2!Irritating.
I tink he noes it,but jus becos i dun sae it out,doesnt mean tat i dun mind!
Ppl r getting more n more inconsiderate these days
Haix..Just my luck
Izzit jus me or izzit tat all of us are able 2 identify China guys?
I mean each time i see a china man,i noe his a china man despite we r all chinese.
The way they dress,their hairstyle and their appearance.
I can identify them even be4 they speak?
i tink i am good.

And here i am,at home blogging..after SUUcchh a long day...
Study makes me wanna puke!!Hi 5!
However,i'll have 2 study for O's
Be4 i regret!


Received tis msg from "Womansvoice"
I tink most of u noe tat i got subscrible 2 tis.
Ok...They will sent encourging msg 2 me every single morning at 10am
Although sometimes they dont.
But quite good la.
Den there's some1 tat saes "izzit becos of womansvoice tat the more u read,the more gay u become?"=.=
I subscribled it due 2 curiousity..and dint manage 2 unsubscrible it cos they dint teach us how 2!!!
Anyway,the msg goes like tis
"I am a nobody,
Nobody is perfect,
Therefore,i am perfect!"
Haha,wat a equation
I=Nobody
Nobody=perfect
Therefore I=Perfect
Dint realli thought about it be4.
Interesting...
haha.
Still got some other funni funni de msg which is quite funni.

Found a tuition..quite nice.
After jerome de tuition can go there..


Au lu au lu..
Signing off
Boon

Late late late..

Seems tat i realli have a poor sense of time!
Gosh,i late 3 times per day!
Too lazy le....Die la..
Late for DnT...kenna scolded by wong as another reason when i broke the "boring" tool.
Late for tuition,made zl they all waited for me..Srry~
Late for Cgm,although not my fault,but late its still late!

Actually,i dun like 2 late one.
But i am very contradicting.
I dun like 2 waste time,eg,i always do things at a fast speed.
Even when walking,i will walk very fast,when ppl walk slow,i will ask them 2 walk faster.
Tats wat i observed..Of cos they r times when i do things slow cos i dunno how 2 do or due 2 need 2 wait for others,so might as well do the same speed as them.
BUT!i am lazy..tats why those time tat i saved is used 2 rest.

Need 2 change sia...cannot oways like tat..
How many times had i been late while meeting wen jie n kun?Due 2 laziness..
I think all!!!!
Srry!
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3 weeks gone le...sian la.
Past 3 weeks onli managed 2 finish 1 piece of math paper.
Next week is the last week le..Haven revised amath and do the homeworks.
Hasn't had enuf rest...Had been going back 2 sch almost everyday for e past 3 weeks..
Its like not a holiday at all sia.....
And going for tuition so early in e morning realli kills me.
+++Going out wif frens.
So busy sia...although going frens some might sae can dun go.
But like wat cgm says...WE need 2 fellowship!!ha.
Tis holiday sux,and is fast.
Soon its gonna end,and prelim is approaching,soon O's
And marks the end of our 4 yrs sec sch life.
Fast eh?I still rmb the 1st day when i stepped into Junyuan Sec...
Sec 1 days..Mrs ong,mr chan..
And the funs we all had during sec sch life.
Now sec 4 le...
Time flies...Time 2 bye!

Yea,time indeed flies..It's had been 3mth we seeing Jerome le..
And soon,we wont get 2 see him anymore.
Cos he going overseas 2 get his p.hd and masters.
July is the last mth..
I am starting 2 worry for myself.
Am i going 2 make it for O's without his help?
Haixx,i dun wan 2 repeat.
Seriously..if i repeat,i might as well commit suicide.
Anyway,i tink i'll miss the wed n thur evening 2 nite after his gone.
Hey,clau,liang n valer!!
It had been 3mth we had tuition together le.
And meeting half hrs early be4 tuition.
I tink so far we onli reach jerome hse early once!!!
LOL..
Whose fault izzit?Certainly not me!!
Wahahaha.........
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Ytd nite got tis thailand show called "Beautiful Boxer"
Quite a nice show.
Show the life transforming journey of the actor.
Its real life story.
How he noe tat he preferred 2 be a female,and the things he came into contact wif,and do.
And how he learns thai boxing due 2 money and ended up the champion.
And the struggle he has.
Anyway,sympathize him thou,its not his choice.
He's born wif it.
Anyway,the show is quite funni oso

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(No offence)
Indians.

=.= was on train ytd on e way 2 boon lay.
Den there was tis indian guy tat sat beside tat took almost all the space!!!
Den i have 2 squeeze wif kun...
C?Indian guy!

Den tis morning got tis dream.
Where i fought wif 4 indian guys.
And was thrashed.
Grr...one of them carried me up as if i am as light as lan lan.
And he machiam so strong tat i struggle until so hard oso cannot come down.
Unrealistic.
And i begin 2 doubt whether i shld lose weight not..
If not next time ppl carry me up...I cant get down!!!


Signing off
Boon

Received an email..Thought tat its rather meaningful.
And since tat i've nth 2 blog abt,except tat i got scolded by Wong for breaking balling tool..
Anyway,tis is it.i need 2 type it out...cos dunno why cannot copy paste..ha



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I 've found a friend.
Never go away.
I want you to stay.
And always be my friend,
from now until the end.
For your friendship I'll fight,
from day until night.

Because in you i see
a reflection of me.
And there's one thing that's true.
I've found a friend in you!

A Friend..

No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

Send this to everyone you will never forget, and send it back to the person who sent it to you too, just to show them that you will never forget them too.

If you don't send it back, it means that you're not a true friend. So send it to everyone that you never will forget.
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Some Say...

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
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Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed
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It's the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
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It's the one, who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
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Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring becomes the rose
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I've Found you!!!
I've searched around the world
from north to south, and east to west.

Day and night, in search of a friend
because I only wanted the best.

This friend must be kind and sincere,
happy and full of cheer.
Someone who knows how to have lots of fun,
and when times get rough, won't run.

Though I've searched the world looking for you,
my friendship wishes finally came true.
I FOUND YOU!
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Yea,tats nice..
Having frens are cool...,they brighten up ur life!!!
BUt too bad,some dun take them seriously..
And dunno abt the importance of them.
Anyway,tis few days realli very tired..Slp late and wake up early..Haiyo..need 2 rest ar!!!
*yawn*
Signing off
Boon

Yo!!!!

Dunno wat 2 blog,cos basically,the things tats happening around me simply doesn't interest me at.

Well,at least i finally learnt how 2 play mahjong!!!
Its quite fun...Haha,especially when some1 "Zha Hu"!!

Other things,tuition and dnt.
Test test test,they sux dont they?
Presurrising..

Dnt!
Cool man,Mr wong willing 2 help me out!
So happi,i thought Dnt will be gone for good.
ANd flunked..
But Thing turns out WELLL!!!
Mr wong said he is willing 2 sacfrifice his intergrity and help me do.
Yea,tats good.
And i wont flunk it le.

Bucking up..For good.

But still,these few things can onli insert a "temporary" joy in me.

Cos they r not the things i cared much for.

I myself seems 2 have forgotten wat is the substance tat can insert in longer joy in me.
Tat i can oways luff non stop.
Now,even winning in singing competition wont have much effect on me.

Those jokes i heard,tell and the funs wif fren 2,have onli little effect on me 2.

I can luff wif them.
But when i am not wif them,i cant smile.
Why?

Can any1 save me?
Do smth tat will really make me happi dat i dunno abt?

Any1 noes me better den myself?


Signing off
Boon
Going DnT!

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Special quote from the DIRECTOR UNDER THE MICHIGAN BUREAU OF SUPER HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (D.U.M.B S.H.I.T): Those who talk SHIT are already filled with SHIT!

My life in indeed in a mess..

Feeling so miserable everyday.
Cos i have kept a secret deep inside my heart.

Tried 2 numb myself,and buried it so deep tat i cant even c it
But its still there.
And its oways there

Its caused my life 2 be so miserable
No matter how hard i tried 2 hide it.
Its still there.

Haix,its the root of all my misery
It affects the decision i made
And the things i do.

No one noes bout it.
Not even my closest kins or frens

Looks like i am the onli person tat can save me out of this shit tat i gonna myself into.
No one would be able 2 help me..

Tis secret is the top secret in me.
Cant let in out.
Cos if i do,it will affect my terribly.

I finally noe how it feels to have a secret but can let it out,and share the burden wif other ppl
Its like stabbing a knife into my heart...

Signing off
Boon

Yo.

Had an Alone day today.
As in i realli went out alone
Its nice!=)
Occasionally, going out alone maybe good.
U got to decide where 2 go n wat 2 do.
And when i decides 2 eat a angie the choice durian roll.
NO ONE WILL STOP ME!!haha

At around 5+,i reach tamp library,2 do homework.
Haha,quite dicipline,and i manage 2 finish a paper
Which is good,for me!
Jus incase ur would ask why 5+?
Cos i woke up at 2!
haha.

Yea,i finish admiralty(Is tis how its spelled?) sec de paper 1.
Took 2 hrs+
gosh,i am suppose 2 finish it in 2 hrs.
Perhaps becos i was much disturbed by wat i saw.

Omg,its so =.=
Ur noe the com desk on lvl 2 in tamp library?
As the room was full,i came out and sat at one of the empty com desk.
Which is literally empty!
NO com!

Ok,i was doing,doing,doing.
Then a man came along and sat at the com table next 2 be.
God!
I was shocked by wat i saw.
Tat man,tat appeared 2 be abit mentally retard.
Was SUFTING PORN WEBSITE!!!
I was quite sure tat it is.
Cos i saw smth like teen bla bla thing.
Gosh, tat guy is a male.
And He is sufting a MAle PORN SITE!!
ARggg!!

Nvm,thank God,he shifted 2 other com becos the mouse was spoiled.
He shifted 2 the com diagonally opp of me,and i saw him laughing n laughing..
Gosh,luff for wat sia.
Was pretty much disturbed.
A man,Sufting a male porn website in a library!

Nvm,after i finished my paper 1,i went 2 CS
Alone.
Cos i had a leftover token.
Wanted 2 clear it.
Cos its so tin teh.
I played tekken 5..Again
Haha,i hardly finished the second round when a guy challenged me.
I losed,of cos.
Damn,they r pros~
Literally pros.
I can onli Kao pian Chan.
Haha,Guess wat?
I wanted 2 clear the token n went off.
But i ended up exchanging it again
LoL,and now,i am still left wif 1 token.
=.=

Well anyway,after all tat
Abt 8.30 le
So i went 2 the basement.
Saw xiao Bei.
Haha,and thought of zl,kh,xs,clau,Valer.
LoL,Clau tat oLd man incident.


But anyway,i dint went xiao bei,instead,i went Angie the choice and had a durian Roll
Yumm,its nice..And i enjoyed it pretty much..
While xiao bei..Getting sick n tired of its taste le.

Anyway,after tat ttook 23 home.
Was a long wait for 23 bus.

I alighted at my bus-stop.
And I bu xiao xing look into the nite sky.
Woah,the moon is round and its pretty nice.
And i begin 2 tink when did i last look into the nite sky.
Woah tats long.
And reminds me of a saying tat i dunno heard from where de.

"The sky is always above u,its jus how often u look into the sky.
People these days are becoming 2 busy 2 even lift their heads and look at the nite sky tat when they once in a while look at the nite sky,they will sae how nice it is,cos it had been long since they seen it."

Abit wrong,editied by me.

haha.
People r getting 2 busy 2 even look up at admire the nite sky.
Regardless of ur occupation.
Dun mention those astronauts and the little babies la.
Are working n studying non stop.
But in the end,wat r we doing all these for?
Money?

Watever in the case,i have nth 2 sae.




2 dnt:How i wish i can jus kill u!!!
Stop pestering me!!
U r jus a pain in the neck,whenever i tink of u,i got a pain in my neck.
Haix,but if i dun finish,i will be the one dead.


Tmr organic chem de tuition test.
Bao fail.
Jerome send de msg.
Test i read as Text!!
Omg,den i forgot to bring the TEXT 2 study in the library for the TEST.

Text,test cannot even differentiate.
Wat a failure i am!


P/S:my sis go reborn and cut her hair.
Its weird..

Signing off
Boon

yoyo...

Had been rather Busy?

Aiya,no need sae,ur oso noe wat i had been busy wif on fri n sat.

But,alot of things realli happened.

Very angry wif kun on fri nite,cos he pang seh me over chao mian.
And make me go home from clementi alone.
Going home alone is not wat makes me angry.
Is he becos of chao mian(Fried noodle) pang seh me.
Tats the reason why i am angry.
+He noes tat we need 2 buy gab present the next day,yet he still go wen jie hse stay
Dunno how 2 set pirority.
Angry!!!
Pls lor,dun tell me i not even worth a chao mian tat er e cooked.

But nvm,after a long talk wif wen jie on sat nite(after service)
Realli,we shared alot
ahhh,dun realli have a chance 2 share wat i tink wif anyone be4
We shared about frens.
And we sort of agree wif the same thing.
And she told me abt the char different between me n kun
Tats why we quarrell easily.
Ya,its exactly wat i feel.
Our char is different.
And she,as a third party can c tat.
And she noes tat i am a very sensitive person!
I wonder who noes tat

And of cos,alot of other things revolving character,frenships and spiritual.
Which i normally wont wan 2 share it wif any1.
Overall,its realli nice fellowshipping wif her.
She always gif me good advices when i needed them

Thx Wen Jie!
The 1hr+ tok realli means alot!
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Cg message toks abt frens~

Yea,Real frenship re nv accidental.
They r made,developed,planned and cultivated

Yes,i agree.

Den Talks bout casual frens n close fren.
Its ok 2 have many casual fren but not not close fren.
And we have 2 be selective,cos they will affect ur life!

Casual fren are result of circumstances eg,collegue and classmate.
While close fren r result of choice.

Wat 2 look out for in close fren?
1)Those hu will help us 2 be wise
2)Those hu will help us share our burden

A good fren mus be able 2 love,care,supportive and helpful.
Close fren is not just going out for movie or play 2gether.
And speak words of edification!

And in order 2 have true fren,we need 2 be true fren 1st.
yea,tats rite.

How?
1)Serve
2)Generiousity
3)Esteem others then urself
4)Being interested in others
5)Encourage one anotther
6)Appreciate and be thankful
7)Smile!
8)Love them as ur love urself


Guess we all noe tat.
But who realli practises it?
And who realli is sensitive enuf 2 feel it?

I had been practising them.
Have u?

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Anyway,be4 cg,we went Plaza sing de spotlight.
And found a very nice hair!
So i wore it and took a photo.
Nice eh?haha!

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Always remember the happi times together.
Throw each unhappy times aside.

Be open,if u tink tat tat person is reliable.
Dun be afraid 2 share ur burdens wif him!

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Tis whole day slacked at home.
Its sunday!!
And its the onli day where i am free.
So i dint went out.

Played PS2
Wow...its been a long time since i touched it.
And i was realli hooked on it.
Played for bout 3hrs.
Completed X-men
And carried on 2 play tekken 5
HAhahahah!!!i secretly trained in e dark..
And i am so confident now..LoL
Kun,kh watever..come challenge me if u dare!
Haha

Signing off
Boon

Woo..back

Tis few days was quite busy...playing.
Gosh,was telling jian kun on e way back from PS in MRT tat it'll be realli hard for me 2 go JC already.
Firstly,my Dnt FLunkEd...
Secondly,my amath sort of hopeless
Therefore,from next week onwards,tats a must.
I realli need 2 put in Extra lots of effort.
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Wednesday,after tuition,went home slacked awhile.
At 1st wanna slack the whole day de,but den zl called sae wanna watch xmen.

It rox!!!!Wooo
I finally watched it le!!brian..haha
Storm Rox the most!
I love storm ma.

But before we went cinema,We went arcade.
Tat was when we saw a Pole,Literally a pole.
His like 2m tall?and straight down.
Was playing time crisis.
We were like "Wah!"
Den they started taking photo.
I was like "Hallo?U have overgrown!?Dont u have the trouble of boarding onto public transport of cars?And dont u afraid of bumping occasionally onto ppl less den 1.65?Cos u cannot even c their head!"
Kh was like "Uncle!Can u HEEEAAARR ME??!?!?!?!?I am DDOOOWNNN HEEEERRREE!!"
Ok,tats i make up one.

We went out,waited for kl n xs,in e meanwhile,me n kh went back into 2 arcade again.
Tis time 2 play tekken.
He challenged me,of cos,i won.
But he 1st time playing ma,cannot blame.
He stood up,and another person challenged me.

Gosh,i was like Oh no..He might be a pro.
2 my horror,he's absolutely Not 1.
He kept using the same move.
The funniest part is!!!
He is so damn violent wif the joystick...Its SO DAMN!
Macham the joystick got any chou wif him like tat.
He press like playing washi bashi.
When ppl use onli 5% of their strength 2 play tekken,he used 80% or 90%?
I tried not 2 luff,but kh cant stop luffing
Grr..He losed,but refuse 2 get up.
But due 2 time constraint,i losed 2 the computer.

Conclusion:Singapore might be small,but we had lots of record holders too.
Tallest guy?Mountain tortoise guy.

X-men rox,although the cinema was cold..for me.
Storm rox even more.
Sot u ar!

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Thursday,Went sentosa wif cg.
So fun sia.
haha,we played lots of games by the beach.
So entertained,and time flies.
We played monkey in the sea,and si yuan was forfeited.
Cos she's been the monkey 3times.
Den we ask her 2 walk catwalk,cos we all think tat she is eligible 2 take part in beauty contest.Haha.
But 2 bad,she's 2 shy..need 2 train her up!

So well anyway,we enjoyed ourself pretty much.
we took lots of photos.

Anyway,after tat,me,chong,li wei,gab,joel went play dota.
3v2
I am a noob in dota.
But tats fun.
Nv noe how fun it was,always thinks tat its a boring game.
haha.
But den the Douby gualt de lan game shop oso quite cheap lor.
Next time can go there.
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Gonna go sch le..bye!
Come back den c got anymore things 2 blog not.


Signing off
Boon

Tat guy who steal my hp is so damn irritating.
He is a bastard!!!

I wan sit on him till he falls flat if i find him!!!!!

He idiot la..
Go call elizabeth for nth,den eli picked up he go hang off.

Den go sms valer some er xin n despo de msg,Heck la..
Smth like wan 2 have sex or smth 1

He is sure a despo guy la....!!!


Every 1,if u received any msg from me jus now,pls tell me,either in msn or tagboard,i wanna noe.
And if u received it,tat person is NOT ME!


I pray tat he will fall down the stairs.
Steal already no need 2 spoil my reputation 1 rite!?!?!

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wah piang...jus got it

He oso go disturb claudia oso....

He sms,called her.

Sae wat,"just testing.. eh u not in ur bed ar.. not sleeping?"
Den claudia reply "who u?"
He reply"U dunno ar"

By den she noe its not me and dint reply le.
If not sure get harressed de.

Despo idiot.

HE get ramp over by car la..
Opps.

But,one thing dat i am happy about is claudia and valer noes me well..

I lost my phone again.

So u all wont be able 2 contact me..

Stupid la...i play cs play play play,den ppl take away my phone i oso dunno..

The weather isnt looking good..
Looks like its gonna rain soon...

How i pray tat it'll rain down Holy Spirit!
Tat'll will be Cool and good!!!


Well anyway,Tis holiday is the worst 1 ever.
Like i am going back 2 sch every day lor..
My schedule is fully pack..
Need 2 wake up early everyday.

I wanna have a realli nice and long slp oso dun have the time.
I realli need 2 rest
If not i'll collapse..

At 1st i thought i can rest at lease abit during the holidays,but i was wrong.

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Jus came back from SS,its onli 1hr for Goodness's sake.
But we did learn quite alot.
I am more confident now.

Dnt Dnt Dnt..Dun tink i can ever finish it,preparing 2 score an F9 le..
The sketching course is good thou,i sketch rather..well?From wat I thought.

But i am tired.
Stressed...
Terribly stress out.
Although i am not good in expressing myself.

But its alright,God will empower me!

Holiday seems boring.
No games,no outing,no lame chats
Sian la.

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Was watching a taiwan drama jus now.
LoL..the person get married,den they was playing the wedding music..U shld noe is wat.
Den i was tinking.
Who created tis music?
Its so sad man..
Especially wif the instruments they used 2 play the music.
I thought tat it was actually song ka..

Den the bride was on the wheel chair.
All the lead actor and actress was like acting so sad.
Den the extras calafiar(Is tis how its spelled) the face like so happi lor.

Overall,i tink its a bad drama..but my parents love them.
Generation gap perhaps?
I prefer Omen!!!And of cos,scary movie!..haha




Anyway,ever since wat jerome had said,i haf learned 2 treasure and show dat i concern the one around me more.
I had always concern about the ones around me but jus tat i keep it in my heart,jus dun wan 2 show it out.
But i have learned..by not showing it out,they will nv noe tat u actualli cared for them.
Frens,Cousins and family!
They r all part of my life=)

Btw,dun freak out when i concern bout u.

Signing off
Boon



Wildness sia...and its in MRT

W143!!!The whole group!


Soccer 11a!!!I am slim!!but my mouth is big!


Lets support WenShun!!!I got so many fans!haha

Look at kun's face!!!!haha

Obviously,we r each busi wif our own stuff















Signing Off
Boon
Presenting WenShun!!!aka Boon Soom!

Oh btw..Received the photos from Ng liao..haha




Its e battle of the W143 sexes..Who is more wild!?!?!

Wah...Superstar leh!!!Lets Scream!!!

I am not suppose 2 be in tis photo..i jus chap in for no reason..pretend tat u nv c me!!!

Future styler Boon...Styling Jarrett's hair in progress

Presenting Lan Lan!!!Our spelling Bee CHampion!!! Yea...Tis is some of the W143 Members!!!I LOVE W143! Look!!!i am playing basketball!!!I am Slim!!!Chong oso ki siao liao... Presenting our Gogerous Cg lEader!!!Karista Lim!!!She Rox..But 2 bad..she's attached. Its SO IRRITATING!!Look at the steepestness...i have to climb it cos the escalator is spoil...!!!!At changi airport..
Emerge Wristband!!Yea!!!EMERGE ROX!!!NOW WE HAD EMERGED!



Still got other photos..haha..at chong there

Signing off
Boon

Yea..blogging.

Dunno where 2 start..These few days is indeed fun!
Thx 2 Emerge conference...I simply enjoyed them!
Looking forward 2 next year's.
And i realised alot of thing,I had indeed lost my spritual hunger.
Cos i had not been praying enuf.
Haix..Will make an effort 2 pray.
But Thank God,i went for emerge
And i wan 2 join talentine next year!

And Yea!!!Revival is here!
Praying tat Revival will start from in my class and sch!!!
We aint religious beings.

City Harvest is a place filled wif Fun!
The most exciting place tat u can ever been on a saturday afternoon.

Some of u might tink,we go there for the luxurious facilites,pop music and 2 look cool
But most of us attends church for onli one purpose.
Tats the serve our God!!
However,there are indeed black sheeps.
We cheered,clapped and Shout becos we wan 2 praise God wif all we haf!
And we wan 2 declare 2 the devils tat "Wat u haf,We got even better!!!"





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My mind is in a state of losed now.
Realli nth much 2 sae abt my personal life.
Its a mess..
Homework undone.
DnT tink sure get F9..i realli dunno wat 2 do.
Frens,Dun even noe if they r doing well anot whether emotionally,physically and Studies.
Dun even haf 2 time 2 meet them out for a movie,dinner,
I haven catch a movie for quite some time!!and there is plenty of great movies out!
But the prob is,tis holiday dun even haf the free time..
Anyway,i came 2 realise a thing,i need 2 help myself 1st be4 i can help others.

Frankly speaking.
I dun plan far ahead.
I dun make plans..
Tats a bad thing..
Need 2 plan more.

And i found out tat i had been getting more n more forgetful..
Haix..........

I tink i am realli pathetic.
I cant help myself..
Theres is a limit of wat i can do.

Die man...my parent said maybe wanna stop letting me go for tuition cos it isnt helping me at all..haix.

Signing off
Boon

Emerge Rox!
Rite ashley?

Blogging at tis hr..woohoo.
Gonna rush off later.
Its the last day already...
Ps Kong promise to gif us a bigger surprise

The past 2 days was fun.
Gonna missed it.
Although its a church thing,its realli NOT RELIGIOUS!!
We r so open!!!
CHC invited Taufik,Kelly Poon and Junyang 2 come and perform for us.
Yea!!From sg idol and project superstar.
We were all shocked!

Was asking Wen Jie,since Taufik is a muslim,why is he in church?
She said"Tat shows how open we r and we r not a religious church"
Yea...i agree wif tat,tats why most ppl misunderstand City Harvester!
We wan 2 be like Daniel,Joseph and Esther.From the bible
"2 be in the world,but not of the world!"

But i cant actually explains wat tis is all abt here,its ALOT!

Was reading Kian Hao's Blog.

The Lit seminar looks like a enjoyable 1.
Dunno how much they had picked up during the seminar..
Haix,i missed it.=.=

I WANTED 2 GO!!!
But overslept.
Thank God there is Emerge!

However,i need 2 learn 2 control my sleep....=.=

Gonna rush,if not late again.

Signing off

Boon











Yo..

Sian..i missed emerge..Later den go ba..
Its gonna be a realli fun and exciting converence thou!!!
Wooohooo~



Ytd went safra play pool again.
Be4 tat went 2 cut hair,zl loves his hair..thx 2 me:)
Well..second time playing,not bad..
Kh was having diarroea..I had it,and the experience was realli bad.
I had till my waste was transparent.

But seriously,dunno why half way throughout,my mood changed.
But nvm,darn...i went back early cos of tis morning...yet i miss it.
Not becos i overslept ar...is becos not enuf wristband from karista..
But dint noe Wen jie had extras..haix!

While i was sleeping ytd nite,i imagine wat my reaction will be when i receive my o level result and its all F9..I cried.
Perhaps its good,cos it hurts,i would rather imagine it 1st den really going through it.
Yea,i am realli gonna buck up!




Dear God,Pls save me,help me and give me an answer...i am going through a realli tough time.
In Jesus name i prayed,Amen

Your child
Boon

Talk is cheap.

Yea,I finally understand wat does it realli means already..
My mom the mouth is super nice man.


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The three days of make-up lessons finally ended..
Its pure boliaoness..
Wonder wat the sch is tinking
Force us go adam khoo...den force us 2 return 2 sch.
My result dint change after attending tat workshop.



Oh ya...My leg is healed!!!!
WOOOOHOOO!!!!
I tinking of picking up a new martial art.
Firstly,2 kill my spare time(Not free time ar...Mdm salehah sae 1)
Secondly,2 lose weight
Thirdly,Rather den sitting,might as well do some workout..train myself.

So any1 interested in picking up a new martial art wif me?
Perhaps after O's
Yea~Pls tag at the tagboard!

Emerge coming!!!
Too bad i cant attend today's and sat morning de..:(

LoL..was jus chatting wif chero..
She said,i shld date a girl tat can sing,so tat when no more topic,can jus sing..haha
I like tat.
I replied..Rebacca?
She said "NO!"
Date a chio 1..
But chio 1 wont choose me leh...
Haix.

haha,at lease she said my kindness no one will be able 2 compete..
Well tats appealing..
Was toking 2 her about that Girl

Later going cut hair wif liang.
And den go Pool..
Come back den blog more.


Signing off
Boon