nice course indeed.
makes me realise how i really treasure my parents.
i cried numerous times.
One of it toks bout commiting suicide..
I suddenly felt the pain,i tried it b4.Thank God the stupid tank ran out of Gas.
The one about Good frens and best frens,I felt it 2..
Tats exactly wat i thought,and i noe tat i got 2 treasure those whom i tink is my best fren.
Theres one who encourages me 2 lose weight,and going for the CSS,He showed me encouragement,really shows.i really appreciated it.and tat i nv forget..Although we seems 2 haf nth 2 tok about recently,but i will regard him as 1..
Of cos theres others.
During the silent moments,i realise how much i love my parents,I cried,cos i am still quaralling wif my father..I wanted 2 shout out 2 tell my father tat i am sorry..
I realise how i hurt my parents.
Really learnt alot,brains,goals,planning bla bla..
Hmm..Nice course indeed..
Enjoyed the crying sessions.really cried
And we saw the angry side of gary as well.Thought he was a joker,but was wrong.
Hero song touches me lots.ha
Tmr last dae,dun tink parents will be coming.
Wonder wat will happen..
Oh ya,my view on tis course completely changed,thought it would be a boring course and i would most probebly sleep,but i didnt!
Maybe i shld really tell my parents n fren tat i really appreciate them lots one dae..
Signing off.
Boon
Blogging at kun's hse.
Woah,long time nv use his com,and since he invited me 2 his hse ytd after service,why not??Haha,we both communicates well n nvr runs out of topic
Ha,Woke up at 1pm today,Reminds me of the chinese compre i read few days ago,its saes a normal person needs 8hrs of slp,if u slp 4 hrs, it will take another 24 hrs 2 recover.Research oso shows tat slping lesser will cause a person 2 not able 2 concentrate and slow reaction towards things,Tat jus explains y i had been losing in arguements and quarrel,and my constant daydream in class starting tis year.
Woah,phil had jus finish bathing,ha,Very cute.Kun is playing wif him now.(Phil is kun's Dog)
Nth special happen today,suppose 2 haf 2 cg outing,but last min cancel cause alot of ppl cannot make it.So watch jin san soon again lor,learn a few more things tat i left out the last time i watch it.ha..its funni
My skills of guitar has rise up 2 e next level,Which is still lousy!My changing of chords still slow as quoted from Kun.ha,he mine shi xiong ok!,Wen jie is our shi mu,Er jie is our GRAND-ShiMu,Sound old har?27 onli ok!Wen jie is onli 19,me n kun is onli 15.(Unrelevant)
heh,Adam khoo course tmr,Looking forward 2 it,ha,Xh sae until like very interesting like tat.But tinking of needing 2 stay in sch tills 9 really bores me.
Praying for communication breakthrough wif frens,found out lately dat i cannot communicate wif frens indivually,i am not e 1 starting e topic,jus dunno why.
PSS audition dec after O's eh?Means need 2 lose weight!
Pls encourage me!Thx
Humans may fail us but God will not,He will nvr!
Hee,learn it on christmas eve last year.When i was really saddened.
New week,new beggining!
Cya~
halo!
ha..previous post deleted.
Dumb post,why shld i feel tat way?
As happi as ever.
Actually,for the past few weeks,my faith was so shaken haf been tinking of why am i going for service every week,shld spend my time at home and been tinking tat going 2 church is a religious thing,something like going there becos i needa go.
BUT!During cgm on friday,i was wrong,i admit,confess,For going 2 church is NOT about religion things,its about the relationship wif God,I seems 2 had forgotten bout these..Thus,i feel tat i am drifting away from God.
Some of ur might tink,i am a christian,why am i behaving this way..
Cos seriously,for the past few weeks,i had been tinking of backsliding..I feel so bad
Paiseh ar,if any of the ppl from W143 is reading.But!I no longer feels tis way already!heee..I feel tat my faith level has go up 2 e next level
yea..and sry wen jie,i noe i might haf disappointed u.i will haf more faith in God!
Cell group growing!
I am a christian,i shld't feel tat life is meaningless!I haf a purpose in life!
Seems 2 haf forgotten my goals for 2006.
Emerge conference is coming leh..So excited,jus told Karista 2 sign me up for Talentine Vocals Solos,Praying tat Wen jie will oso take part.ha
Some 1 is attach!Congratz!Weilai CGLH
Okay,Enough of church stuff
Tok bout past few days.
Wah piang buay tahan friday sia,I fell on my foot in e bus...U noe the platform at e exit,my leg fall from the second platform 2 e first,i was watching the TV mobile about table tennis, den nv c.haha,Thank God nth happen.
Had a dream today,one of my fren actually came for e service!Its indeed a really nice dream.Angels in heaven rejoice as they got themselves saved.I was so glad when i c them coming..Pray tat this will happen in near future.
Keep getting suay by the same person over n over,die,die oso wan 2 get scolding by me ar=.=But,Need 2 get edifiying!haha..New invented edfiying phrase from Kun
I am a pig!
Made of gold,tats why i am worth so much.(or diamond oso can)
I noe my entry de mood swings alot,now reading them,i feel so stupid,haha
NO MORE MOODY BOON SOOM!
No more daydream..No more letting ppl suay,no more quiet..
Needa be lame,if nt very hard 2 communicate.tats wat i feels
But still need 2 be good la.understanding,kind.
I feel crazy!ha
Wooo~
Today ran 2.4,and i pass!
I am contented wif tat already..
Was running,den i felt my leg is aching..after running i was feeling so terrible..i tink its becos i am getting fatter,den my leg cannot no longer support my weight..haix,my timing each year is getting from worse..but others jus keep improving...
Any way,i wont aim for a better result for 2.4 already,maybe next P.E lesson jus run 1 or 2 round can liao..cos i wont be able 2 pass Napha tis year,i cant do a single pull up..ha
Actually today's lesson not too bad 2 Life skills and 2 P.E..Except for the 3 period wif Teng.Not too bad,i understand a bit of wat she teaches today.
After sch today,went home slept for 1hr+ den went for tuition..today so relax,no homework,den Dnt no need 2 hand in tmr..so song!
Tuition was fun..Was late..again.LoL
Actually,i was the one tat was late..Haha,den zl,clau,valer all waited for me.den me n zl quickly go buy a meal n finish it in 15min..anyway,Srry ar!
Den was walking 2 tuition,floor super slippering..
After tuition went take bus,me n clau saw kh in 293..dunno he is dao or wat,wave hand ignore us..Later,he claims tat he nv see us.But we ming ming saw him looking at our direction
These 2 days slack alot..But i need tat slacking......And i am enjoying it!
I tink my voice recovering already..Finally..ha
Pls dun stop me from singing.haha
I hate A math
But i will have 2 love it,make fren with it so tat we will be able 2 ''Pa3 da1 de4 di3 Mo1 de2 qing1 qing1 chu3 chu3..haha..from I not stupid
Haixx..hopeless..
Today so boring..Den after recess claudia,valer dun wan 2 tok 2 me cos i sit wif some 1 else..
DnT quite slack today..tmr need 2 pia~
Need 2 concentrate more!Concentration!Woo
Hmm..if u write a song, u haf e lyrics n chords, u mus haf the tune rite?cos u get ur chords from ur tune..Why got some ppl ask me go help them tink of tune for the song they wrote..and he already has e chords..but no tune?LoL..i find it funni
Nothing special happen today..so sian...haix
Haha,Tay blog kenna shown 2 e class..LoL
Gogogo~Needa buck up!
Sch reopen liao...Timetable=rubbish
Mdm teng is quite stupid..we told her we would not be able 2 concentrate for so many period yet she continues..3 period of amath is 2 much n theres oso 2 period of emath be4 tat...
Haixx..still haf 2 c her 4 period tmr,3period on wed 1 period on tues,2 period on fri..practically c her everyday.............AGRRR!HER LESSON IS BORING!n she tinks tat we haf nth better 2 do n gif us lotsa assignment..noe la..need practice but oso need at least some break ma..n she sometime gif us do those dat she haven teach..dunno wats she tinking
Ok lor..today so tiring..wanna slp..cos previous nite cannot slp
After sch go cut hair..wait quite long,lucky Kok kian nv go wif me..den they keep saeing jokes 2 other customer n i tried nt 2 luff..cos its not good 2 eavedrop but i luff eventually..haha..den my head keep shaking..haha
Haixx..need 2 submit Dnt tmr,i onli got 5 ideas...need2 tink more,haven do chinese oso..other class go AVA watch show,me,kok wei,chow need 2 go canteen attend lesson,so hot and sleepy..Some more gif us homework......But anyway,'O's chinese coming soon..need 2 get prepared!
The Campus Superstar result..=.=
So DISAPPOINTING!
Wats wrong?Renfred in the finals?Adriano Out again?UNBELIVABLE!
Renfred in e 1st place shld't be in top 10 lor..Now top 4?i c him perform i walk away lor.
He cant sing, maybe switch off volume still nt so bad..BUT!in e 1st place,this type of show is looking for ppl who can dance onli!If tats so,might as well ask ppl go audition n dance..
So obvious dat the judge is gifing e marks for his dance steps onli..They dun even gif comments on his vocal..I suppose tat they tink its useless already,they gif so much degative comments but he still survive...They had divert from his vocal.
Adriano out,bit disappointing
If Renfred even wins zhi yang,I promise i will nv ever go n take part in this type of competition.Its so unfair.!Agrr!
ZHI YANG BETTER WIN!haha
Jus had a quarrel wif my father again..=.=
He oso very li hai lor,he oways like 2 zie ti fa hui..
I make him angry,but not my fault den he purposely pick out my other fault n make it until so big..I cannot tahan him ar..And ''quarrel'' wif him..i sae ''if jus now i nv make u angry,we 100% wont be quarrelling now 1 la!''And its not e 1st time,other times i would jus keep quiet n do my own stuff,but he OWAYS does this n tinks tat its rite..He ask me dun tok 2 him,i sae ok la.
Pls lor..if u wan other ppl 2 hear wat u sae,u haf 2 be rite 1st!!
Not onli referring 2 my father, but all other ppl,teacher,adults.
If u wanna quarrel wif me,make sure u r rite urself!if its my fault i will admit,but if its urs,i will nv gif way..Tat includes my family as well!
Angry.
haixxxx...in less den a day time..i will be in sch...so sian...........
Wats more?tmr we'll be seeing teng for 5 period...I tink tat she's good cos she got very good patients..but her teaching method really makes me wanna puke
haix...dnt dueing soon..in 2 days time..i really dunno wat other ideas 2 put in..items tat shows potential energy 2 kinectic..
Time flies,1 week is soo short..i haven rest enuf..i wanna slp more...i dun wanna wake up early in e morning n go 2 sch!
I dun wanna pay attention in class cos its very tiring..but we haf 2 choice...
I dun wanna hear nagging from teachers for not doing assignment bla bla bla..
Sec 4 life is sooooo tiring.........
PSLE oso major exam..but i dun remember having so much stress
Ha..but 'O' Level cert weighs much more den a PSLE cert
Like wat Mr chan sae:PSLE is rubbish!
Some ppl's PSLE result lousier den me now oso better den me..
Haaaa.....guess theres no one tat wanna slack tis year.
Finish watching the korean drama wo de ming qiao jin san soon le.Finished it in 3days.Very funni and nice show..LoL..i recommand ur 2 watch..
Those who wans 2 lend the DVD from me,i would gladly lend u,but make sure u dun spoil it.
But some times i really hate watching drama,cos there will be a time where there will be an ending..hate the last edisode..will yi yi bu she..wanna continue watching and noe wat happen after tat..but come tinking of it,it will turn boring..but still wanna continue watching..
LoL..more rivalry in our class le eh...GIRLS WAR!!!LoL
No comments...
Sunday..sch tmr...i feel so so down..haixxx
Going 2 be very busy liao...later need 2 rush homework i tink..
WAT!?!?!CHINESE TEACHER CHANGE?!?!?!?STUPID!
Wanted 2 cut my hair..walk there then tat stupid shop nv open =.=
Haizz...i dun wanna return 2 sch...
Singing rox!
Sch is reopening soon..my homework still got some haven do yet=P
Its some,actually i oso nt sure cos i dun even noe wat other homework do i haf..ha
New timetable is out,browsing through it i tink its rubbish...Have 2 c teng for so many lesson.i tink i am gonna faint....P.E on Wed?Siao la...I got TAF+Wear tie u noe!Its gonna be a really hot wed...
Haha..To claudia:Pls continue sending me the timetable n homework everyday!
Oh ya..speaking of claudia..got a very funni incident.
Deleted becos i dun wanna die!haha
These few daess i got do homework ok!haha
My voice still not back yet...haix..i worrying now...
Bring back oh bring back oh bring back mine voicie 2 me 2 me~Alamak.Stuck.no voice..CHAM!
Its frenship connection week service again today..last week sermon was great..But 2 bad,i did not manage 2 invite any frens along..ha..perhaps i did not fellowship,bless and meet their needs enuf..haha
2.40 already..need 2 go expo liao
To Zhiliang n KianHao:pls inform me whether u r meeting later not..time n venue ur decide:)
I Wan my voice back!!!
COME BACK!COME BACK!!ALAMAK!stuck..no voice again..:'(
Singing rox..too bad,cant sing!ha
Sermon was great..really great!i almost cried...
After service met wif zl,kh..haha..they go shopping...not bad..very long time nv go out
once again..singing rox!!!
Last entry...21st feb...Woah..About a mth le baaa...
So busy...i dun tink theres enuf time for me...24 hrs is just not enuf..
u c..mon-fri needa go 2 sch..den come back need 2 take afternoon nap..after tat do homework...but most of the time nv do la..LoL
den weekends will be at boon lay cos needa attend service which i enjoyed!:)By the time i reach home on sunday,i would be half dead...LoL
Haha..tat explains why i cant come on9 so often liao..miss last year!!
Hmm...i dint do well for my TA...yea...but at least better den last year...lets c..i needa 2 be more dicipline liao...term 1 i tried 2 study but still not enuf..cos i slack while studying...haha...
Time is running out le...left 3 term 2 the most impt Exam of secondary life..if i did badly for tat..i would waste my 4yrs in sch n my future!Of cos i want to do wat i wan 2 do in life for the future..O level is the admission 2 wat ever i wan 2do!
I NEED MORE DICIPLINE!
March holiday leh...i tink throughout whole holiday onli this day nth 2 do..
Sat,Sun wif cousins n in church!
Mon sebast aunt open chalet
Wed,thurs tuition in e late afternoon which breaks any outing cos its in between afternoon n nite
Friday n sat not in tampines again
Not bad ma...i am not tat free after all...hahahahahahaha...jkjk
Need time 2 visit iconnexion 2 do the homework there..The work read liao also scared..Dnt...tinking of it really spoil my mood (Envy hui qi AR!!!!)
From last week till now lost my voice..i wonder wat surprises will i get when i regain my voice..i feel tat my voice has turned deeper...2nd breaking of voice?LoL
Jerom has done a great job in tuitoring us...i am saved by a boat in e middle of the ocean!
Oh yea, Esplandade is a nice place 2 slack in e weekends
Ragnarok online...i am missing it...merge server le ler...but cannot play...too bad!Dun haf the excess time...
CIP at Goldenpine really waste time...
Friends the email i read is very meaningful...Simple frens and true frens...haa
Some are hypocrite,backstabber some takes u as a life vest onli
Some are jus simple,chit chat,play,outing frens which is really simple..these type of frens comes and go easily and is easily forgotten
2 me..i tink tat true frens,u wont feel so stressed wif them becos u noe tat they wont compete wif u in anyway instead,they will shower u wif care,concern and encouragement when u feel sad, discourage and not ok
If u tink tat someone is showing care n concern 2 u,dun take it for granted..they dun come by easily....
And if u tink that by hanging out most of ur time wif a particular person makes him/her a true fren...tats a BIG CROSS!!
U dun need 2 hang most of ur time wif a person to make him/her a true frens,if both of u understands and care for each other,tats enuf.
True fren dun comes by easily..how many true fren will u haf in a life time?
It takes time to understand
Hmm...Did i miss out anything?
Love singing!!!
I lost 4kg!
