一点一滴的回忆。
有时候，我会突发奇想。
重感情是否是件好事。
也许是，因为它教会人要珍惜身边的人。
但是，它也会造成人耽溺的个性。
不懂什么时候应该放下一切往前走。
要不，一直留在原点。。
当你走了老半天，回头一看，原来，
除了你之外，
剩下的人根本没有移动，
一
寸
一
毫
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那应该会挺伤人的。
原来，走得那么辛苦，原本，唯一的动力，
唯一的动力。
根本没有要做你的推动力。
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Got this from wen jie's blog.
It's well written and it touches my heart.
Frankly, i didnt felt a sense of relieve despite the fact that exams are now all over.
Perhaps it is because exams are the least of my worries of all.
I don't give a damn to my grades at all.
Eh. maybe i do.
If i get higher gpa, then happy lo. if i did badly, then also nevermind lah.
Pass can liao, just dont wanna waste my time studying for supp paper.
However, now that exams are all over, and that i am having my holiday.No, my holiday started even before my papers.
I am feeling kinda of lost.
I don't know what to do during this long break.
Other then work, dota and slacking at home and oh, exercising,i seriously have no idea on what to do.
Feels kinda of no life you know.
Of course there are other things for me to do, but they are not in my control thou.
So lets see how things go.
And on one of the nights, when i was feeling detached and saddened over stuffs.
marilyn: lol. if the friend really treasure you, he/she will put in effort to salavage it. you wont be the only one.
marilyn: ask yourself.
marilyn: will it help if you were to be sad over him/her?
marilyn: does it make any difference a not.
marilyn: when you are brooding over it, is he even affected?
marilyn: he might be happily partying away right.
marilyn: what is yours is yours, whats not then let it be.
As much as i know that it's true, and i often say this to many of my friends.
But just can't help it.
Just let me brood over it, and things will be ok.
Thanks marilyn.
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On a random note, please feed my beloved egg.
And if it doesnt hatch, i am gonna get it replaced.
Damn you egg.
And i need to cut my hair pretty soon, and watch movie.
And buy flip flops, and go k box.
Then, change my blogskin.
You know, what thats gonna happen this coming holiday will say it all.
Yao hui zuo ren ahhhhhhhhhh.
Eating wayyyyyyyyyyyyy too much.
I have been a glutton for 3 consequetive days.
Eating fast food, chocolates,tibits and so many deep fried food.
Just today, while, supposingly, shopping for flip flops, and well, supposed to be studying oopg instead.
My softspot for chocolate hit me and i, on the act on impulse, bought a box of very deliciously dark chocolate. 
And they taste so heavenly.
Ps: there were more, i ate most of it.
Moments later, i felt so guilty and ended up having KFC 2 piece meal for dinner.
And then i recalled, i ate alot already leh.
K lunch de set lunch, followed by Scrambled egg from kobayashi, then the dark chocolate, 2 piece mean. And oh, 2 buns from breadtalk.
This is getting so out of hand, although i love eating, but i cant get over the fact that those un-used energy will be trapped around my tummy area.
So, this coming holiday, i need to start working!
K, i know this is the 1000000000000x times that many of you are hearing this.
But i tell you, i have never ever felt so guilty before after eating so much.
So, like wen jie, i have quite a number of things that i will be doing this coming holiday.
排名不分先后：
1) Work, work and work, towards my new notebook.
2) Exercise, run, burn fat, and burn more fats. like every day.
3) Meet upsssssssss and slack with hao, liang, xiong
4) Meet upsssssssss with chero, claudia.
5) Meet upsssssssss with kun and wen jie.Ha.
6) Meet upsssssssss with Mich?nimihsity?becca?, couple?
7) Dota or even meet up with benson?qingsheng?olivia?selig?
8) k, i seriously need to shop for flipflops and bermudas.
9) Watch movie! Meet the spartans, jumper(i am slow) and Bangkok Love Story (LOL, i am just kidding)
10) Just doing nothing can be a thing i wanna do too.
11) yea, watch my diet.
12) Last but not least, 4e4 gathering
Hopefully, i am able to attain all these.*cross fingers*
Although i know, some of it are not likely to be achieve.
Well, with a clear goal in mind, all things will seem so much easier.
K, this post is so damn random, but i am really running out of things to blog already!
Happy holidays everyone!
Opps,i still have a OOPG paper thou
So, mugging is actually another reason for me to get fat.
Slept in store after doing closing yesterday because i have to do morning shift today and the taxi driver didnt came. Damn him. but its still a waste of time anyway if i have chose to go home because i will have to wake up 3 hours later and goes back to work.
Therefore, my morning shift today was totally smelly.
Well, i didnt bathe, and my hair was really messy when i woke up, thankfully, my hair can be restyled.
Use moving rubber.
And my leg almost failed on me and was on the verge of breaking.
Other then that, it was still fun.
Gonna wake up 6am later for 2nd opening.
And subsquently, a pre-closing shift on wednesday.
Have been working 4 days straight and i know i am crazy because exams are just around the corner.
Not that i am desparate for money or anything, i just didnt wanna waste my life away by playing dota at home everyday and since i know i will only study on thursday, i didnt put shift on that day.
Will be working alot this coming holiday since i know i wont be going anywhere, nor meeting anybody.
Work keeps me occupied, else i will just play dota and stare at my i-so-wanna-change-it-ugly-notebook.
Now that my handphone barely rings for as long as half a decade each time, i often wondered whether if its spoiled.
So, i think i am becoming more and more and more like a loner.
So, my new resolution is to dont feel awkward buying just one movie ticket from the box office so that i can at least, catch a movie.
So many good movies you know,and i dont wanna to miss them.
So bless me, i am going to sleep.
On a lighter note, to the one or two people, including me, that comes by this isolated blog.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR UPCOMING EXAMINATION.
or whatever shit thats coming your way.
Well, i am having my last 20 minutes break now,and am now sitting in the backroom and with my I-hate-it-so much Notebook and ice passion tea as companion.Well and of course, with linda doing the closing, hajah counting her money, sha doing something which i have no idea what is it, and dian cleaning up the retail area.
Oh, now that i notice, i am the only guy around.
Feeling sleepy, it has been a long day.
Well, its actually not that long really, just that it has really been a long time since i worked that long.
But it will be even better if you get to work with someone you like working with, but i am not saying this because i dont like working with the partners on the floor now, it just, IT WILL BE EVEN BETTER, thats all.
Anyway, have you guys been wondering what i have been up to in school?
Other then those d to failing grades assignment, joking, crapping and slacking.
How can i ever ever ever forsake what i loved do most in secondary school?
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SLEEPING IN CLASS.
Not that her lesson is boring, and its definitely 10000x better then mdm teng.
It was simply because, we were too tired
And as you can see,now, i have more company.
WAHAHHAAHAHA.
K, back to work.CLOSING. i dread it most.
You know, changes are inevitable.
Maybe, as time continues flowing, pass and people,meanwhile, are too missing many things, by the time they wanna chase all the things that they have missed all back, its either too late, or things wont be the same anymore.
Or maybe its the response, or the events that incurred overtime, the hi-bye, the absence,the silence.
But one thing that i am really sure of, is I feel different and odd.
Its just me, i supposed.
I am sorry, this will be the last time i am getting emo over this, i promise, i wont blog it out anymore.
Lastly, i doubt meeting up in the holiday will be like the same like it used to me.
BOON SURVIVED!
After so many sleepless nights,
Can you believe how relieved I am right now?
To date, i have submitted 3 MAJOR assignment and did 2 presentation.
Almost teared during cmaths lesson yesterday when i saw most of my classmate finishing their assignment while me, barely started.
Was terribly depressed then, and had thoughts of flunking all my assignment.
But i really wanna thank michelle and benson for the encouragement and jane for offering to help despite the fact that she still has has MMP1 assignment not done yet.
And other people like becca, peisheng, lindy and shi min for the help along the way.
Thank you guys!! Without your encouragement and help, i would have given up.
Rushed and scrap through my DTAT yesterday night in school.
And spent the morning rushing my MMP.
Ta-dah, its all over now, and i am glad that i have managed to produce something to hand in.
Now i am only left with 2 presentation and 2 papers, and i am free.
I didn't do last minute work for sem 1.2.
I did my progressive work, but just that the final work will only come in place under great stress.
And Sem 1.2 is coming to an end.
So fast isn't it? 1 year liao leh.
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I have to see, to believe.
If you care, show it.
And if you dont, it just tell me that you don't care, don't bother and don't give a damn.
And its disappointing.
Apparently, it seems rather stressful.
But in real fact, the things that are going through my mind right now is the struggle between staying awake to continue working on my DTAT, or going to bed, and do it later.
Just for your information, i was busy rushing IDES last night that i didnt sleep, at all.
But if I were to sleep now, i will have even lesser time for me to work on my MMP presentation slides and DTAT self-promotion kit which are both dueing on wednesday morning.
OMFG.!!!!!!!!!!!!
To make things even more interesting, i am proud to say that i have barely started.
I am basically fighting against time right now.
So if possible, wish me luck.
Now back to the question, should i sleep? or should i work.
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Play dota.
NO lah, siao.
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I might be wrong about you, or on what i have said.
But what i always know for the fact is that all human beings will definitely make time out for the things they like or whom they think are worth the time.
Maybe its different for you, maybe we are not worth the time.
I have no idea.
The mood for chinese new year is just so not there.
Didn't really wanna go bai nian today.
Went to see my ahma and then went off for a movie with wen jie in ton.
Unlike others who have so many places to visit on the first day of chinese new year, i have only one.
Things isn't as good as it seems it is.
But in the spite of all this, helping others can be a really good way to motivate oneself and thereafter, brings happiness and release stress.
Helped 4 people to find their way by bringing them there today.
It brings joy to see their smile.
I reckon that studies isn't my main source of stress, i guess,
Its friends.
You know, i realy don't wish to see best friends demoting to just friends.
Then, i think that i am the only person that doesnt wish to see things going this way.
Euthuastically talking to someone who displays complete heck care attitude hurts me each time.
To a extend that i can't bring myself to do it anymore.
But you know, i really care, and i really miss it.
Met up with ah liang and ye hui for supper earlier this morning.
I didn't eat thou, because i have made up my mind to eat 2 hours before i sleep.
So, we just met up for a small chat.
Looked through liang's phone and found some never seen before photos of me.
HAhahaha, i began smirking like a crazy man
Mainly because, not only did they brought back some memories, they are all retarded shots.
Quit talking, i shall now reveal these never seen before Photos!!!
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If anybody can recall, our sec 3 and sec 4 life always revolve around the almighty BIG Biceps.
We will spend most of our time teasing him.
I know, Your might just think that this is just any other spastic shots that we love to take, with us,showing retarded or rather, self-satisfied faces and all.
But if your can roughly make out, we are actually doing the signature bicep pose.
Everyone, except for kok kian is doing that action, such a spoiler! hahaha.
But frankly, this photo doesnt do us justice.
Hahahaha
And this,I DREW THIS!CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.
If you have no clue of who is this.
He's the big bicep that i was talking about, vincent ng.
Don't get it wrong, its not vincent ng, the mediacorp artise, but vincent ng wei jian.
We, or rather me, portrayed him as, 2 big biceps,a squarish body that doesnt go in proportion with his small and hairy legs.
ANd of course, his self-satisifed smile with a or rather his pile of shit by the side.
K, to vincent, no offence thou, i drew this during the O's mugging period and needed some self entertainment.
Moreover,Liang made me drew this!!lol
If you still can't recognize this, you are probably a retarded.
With the KFC as background.LOL
And some nassism pics that obviously not taken by me.
ANd..
LOL!!!
No, That's a shi yong Qing fa hong zhong bai ban pose.
It's a inside joke. hahahaa
Featuring the 3 COOLEST peeps never seen on earth!!!
They are so cool man.
Wearing such fasionable sun glasses.
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To end this post, i shall post a video which i managed to dug out from youtube.
These memories are just like flim without sounds.
Missing it, always.
Well, with people drifting away, how else can i experience them instead of missing them?
I really hope that all these wont end.
I am back.=)
Will change the blogskin soon.
Some bugger used my ex blog-link.
