When night falls....

It's the last day of 2008 and I am glad because 2008 has been a really great year.
But no, i am not gonna do any summary or what for my year because its too tedious for me to recap now.

But i might and just maybe will do that later if i have the time.

No plans for later yet, maybe i should just do as what may suggested, to stay at home to rest and enjoy the blissful night because I have been out practically every single day.
Shall see how things goes.




Some friends come, some friends go.
I may not be the most interesting, but i always give my best.

Lastly, if you think that we are that childish to create that blog of yours, you have overrated yourself.
I thought things couldn't be any worst, but it just did.
You placed my integrity, principles and character on the line by framing me.
That's it man, period.

Its so frustrating to see how drastic of a change people can be and from there, made you feel that whatever that you did for him/her was so insignificant.

And i am damn tired, i need to sleep.

Guess whose butt is this?





PI GU!
Guess it man.
Do it, do it. ha.

Operation imitate Michelle Kong Jia Yi.(When she camwhores)









Head tilt to the left- checked.
Signature grin- checked.
Hair Parting to the right-checked.
Photoshopped- Checked checked checked.
Eye open big big - Tried. but failed.
Cam whoring evidence- million checks.









And somemore failed attempt from me and peisheng.=.=




And there goes the rest of the pics


P.S: Come on selig, i am feeling apologetic already, stop rubbing on it, i promise i will try doubly hard to not be late the next time.
I will cut down the lateness into half:D
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Children Church.
Teacher WENSHUN, Teacher WENSHUN.
Sound pretty weird, but its a whole new experience.
I started serving in children church last Saturday and boy i tell you, the kids are simply adorable.(I am excluding some who are really irritating, i am still happy with serving:D).

There was this cute little 4 years old boy with his 3 years old brother who board the bus that day and his damn cute.
I went up to him and started asking him for his name.
And with his soft and squeeky voice, he replied.
"BEN 10"
I was like
"Oh.."
So i asked him.
"What your brother's name then?"
And he replied
"DiDi"
Hahaha. so cute right..
He went off showing me his ben 10 card which i don't think he really understand it that well.
And for the rest of the session he couldn't leave me.
I was carrying him all the way and when one of the teacher asked him if he can carry him as well, he replied "NO!" turned and hugged me even tighter. So sweet right.



His name is jarrexp by the way. hahaha.
And truely, kids brings joy.
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MOST Beloved:D




The caption tells it all.
I love huiling's camera man. hahaha.


:D:D:D

Thanks kenny for the ride!
And yes, we are honoured!

Sidetracked.

LOL
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K.W.S
Had a christmas gift exchange cum dinner with K.W.S just now.
And i love the belt man! glad that they like their gift too:D
Thank ah kun for the dinner:D:D
Watched The day the earth stood still and its a, random and LOL movie.
Not recommanded.
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Old pics.




Found these old pics while searching for michelle pic on her blog(for the operation imitate michelle mentioned earlier), brought back lots of memory.
















And and and. I FOUND THIS. HAHAHA.



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I need to get some suntanning!
I went to the nearby coffeeshop to buy lunch and then this auntie suddenly asked me if i am a local.
So i replied, "yea, i am" and asked her why did she ask me that.
And so she replied "Because your too white, don't look like singaporean"
It pierced through my heart man, directly.
Made my lunch a bad one.


Lastly, We are celebrating christmas in 2 days time.!!!
This is gonna be the best year ever man.!
I am so glad and relieved!
Was literally jumping that night

Lastly, Jesus is the reason for this season.
Thank you holy infant Jesus:D

P.S: I am so tired now, hasn't had proper sleep for long already.

Update with more words next time!

Note: A very lengthy and random entry:D

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY 18 YEARS LIFE.
THAT I STEPPED ON A DAMN DOG SHIT.
And i didn't just stepped on it, i stepped into it. thinking that its just mud or whatever.
It was a damn smelly one i tell you.
It was so smelly that while chatting with jar and kenny, the smell was so damn strong that we couldn't carry on talking.
And on the bus, kenny would rather bury his head near his armpit then the breathe without doing that.
And the mother and daughter who were few seats away, was covering their nose as well, while looking around to see where the smell is coming from. guess what, the bus was pretty much deserted and at that point of time, there was only me, them and a group of people chatting happily.
Talking about how a bad actor i am, i shouldn't have displayed a total wretched and frustrated face and should have just laughed happily.
Because obviously, if you step on dog shit, and you know it, you wouldn't have the mood to laugh happily like that group of people right.
So given the contrast, they knew that its me.
=.=
Super duper, ass man.

But thank goodness there was a toilet at the nearby station and it took me quite long and some embarrassment to wash the shit away.

Thats the power of confession man, i keep saying shit shit shit.
And there i have it.

SHIT ON MY SHOE.

I should stop saying asshole as well.





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Back to my confession.

I know love letter is probably the most outdated and old fashion way of declaring love for one, I don't think anyone still practices that, and should any one still do, i pray him that he will find his way out of rejection soon. I don't think girls nowadays like receiving love letter right? if it still exist in their dictionary that is.

But hey, don't be surprise, i actually wrote a love letter once before!
And once again, i pray that she don't read this.

This is quite random, because if i hasn't thought hard enough i probably wouldn't have remember it. Well, you might be asking why did i tried to hard to remember it then.

I JUST COULDN'T HELP IT.

Blame it on the random chat these days, which constantly reminds me of her, and it somehow triggers off a significant thing which i did, but i just couldn't recall.
So i thought hard, and really hard.
And "PAM"

A love letter.
And there i was, "Yes, i wrote that once before in my entire secondary school years!" mumbling of course.
Now as the memory start falling in places, i finally understand why it took me so hard to recall it.
Well, i can only vividly recall the content, it goes something like...
"I think know, i like love you, eh, but hmm i will lose weight for you, and maybe we can have something after o's?"
I can't remember the exact vocab that i used back then lah, but i remember what i wrote in it, and thinking back, i tell you.

ITS SUPER MALU LAH.

And i remember when it happened and why did i suddenly do that.

So it was her birthday, and i bought this very nice pink pendant? or earring, i couldn't remember, which i bought it from perini silver, that i remember, but is this how you spell it?
and in it, i buried a note and the content, is of above.
MY GOD.
I actually did that.

And back to why i said it was so hard for me to recall.
.
.
.
.
.
Because after that self proclaim sweet gesture that i did for her, apparently after pretty much courage.

She never talked to me again. obviously avoiding me. i guess? as much as i can remember.
THATS KIND OF SAD.
Took me sometime to get over the fact. hahahaha


Now God, heal me of rejections man. hahahaha.
Joking lah.

So thats my confession, which i know, i hasn't told anyone before, not even liang, hao, thou they were the one who accompanied me to buy that damn pendant or earring.=.And the next time someone wants to write a love letter, think again man. haha.

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I don't like people who are self-centered.
Can you just, for once, put yourself in another person's shoe and think?

And i feel like saying this: credits to shimin. HAHAHA

Not easy to maintain one, even harder to find one.


I wonder why some people cannot get the signal that you are pissed when you did show.
Did they choose to ignore that and continue annoying you or they just have low EQ. Sigh.


Some jokes have a limit. & to repeatedly say the same thing, call the same thing, is simply childish.


Why do all friendships face perils at times? Is there a way to avoid or is it just normal.
I wonder.


Maybe, maybe facing the problems together will help. I hope.

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I find it very amazing for selig to read chinese! hahaha

Ps: tilt ur head a little:D

And with sameul already so cute, his bro, daniel was born on the 15 of december!
Weighing at 4.7kg, his is the heaviest baby thus far in the family.
Congrats da jie:D:D

It's over:D

left with 2 presentations on tomorrow and thursday respectively and ....

tadah!!!!
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.
.
ITS HOLIDAY!



I am in high anticipation for this coming holiday because Christmas falls on it!
And after Christmas comes NEW YEAR
HOHOHO.!!!
Time flies right.. haha

So exciting right!!!



Just to end this random entry off with a random note.

I was walking towards the arcade in suntec just now when i almost knocked into this little girl who was with her mother.( I know, nothing special right, but you can't blame me for walking fast what)
But i obviously, managed to "brake" and didn't knock into her in the end.
And you must be think, yea, really very random.

But no, its not exactly that random, in fact, its quite saddening lo.
Guess what the mom told the little girl.

"See, play somemore, you almost..."


"...you almost...."



"KNOCKED INTO THIS UNCLE!"
Yes, these were the exact words that came out from her.
I diao her for a while before walking off.

Come on lah, to have people saying that i am 25 years old is already saddening enough,
UNCLE LEH.

I thought only people of my age range is "entitled" to call people uncle lo!!!
And not like she's anywhere near young.
I am on my way to unclehood already seh.
With balding hair and people calling me uncle.

Tsk tsk tsk.
People like kenny is probably mumbling right now.

"See i told you, you look older."
hahaha.

Projects sucks big time.!
I don't know how well other people are coping with their studies, but mine is nowhere near good.
Thou i am not into last minute work this time round, every thing still seems extreamly rush.
I have a project dueing this friday, which consists of many little little spare scattered parts which still seems rather scattered even at this point.
Then another one dueing on next tuesday.
2 Major ones.


I swear i will learn how to appreciate and respect programmer from now on.
Because it's not easy, in fact, its so damn tedious.
You think debugging is easy? THINK AGAIN MAN.
I have been staring at codes for God knows, 531242151hours.
And at the end of all these, my group have to produce a friend finder website.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Once again................
WHO TOLD ME THAT POLY LIFE IS DAMN SLACK ONE.

Anyway, thanks KK and cheryl for helping me with the interview earlier on in the afternoon.
Own you guys one.:D



DO THIS:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=BoonSoom
:D