I hate this damn flu.
Its choking me, and is causing me to have difficulty breathing. And i feel so lethagic, and for every 10-20 seconds, i have to stop and force myself to suck in big amount of air so that the air can go deep down into my lungs, and that doesn't always end up making me feel better because sometimes, despite sucking big amount of air, it still doesn't go in.
And while working just now, for every 5 steps that i took, i had to stop down to breathe, the feeling, and even while typing this post, i am making the biggest effort to suck in large quantity of air.
And for the past two nights, before going to sleep, there were moments when i got paranoid and was afraid that i might never wake up after the sleep, because who knows, because of the lack of air, i suffocated, and my heart stop pumping..that will be so terrifying.
I don't wanna die now, there are so many things still unsaid, and so many things still not done.
Damn, if this is not getting any better, i have to really consult a doctor.
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