When night falls....

I so wanted to say it just now, but i thought that it might not be appropriate.

But the fact remains that although the 3 of us rarely have the time to meet up, yet when we do, our conversation are just...vague.
We were trying too hard to strike a conversation, and many times, its just...not substainable.
Its really saddening, its like.... the conversations still revolves around the same few things after so many years.
And i wonder in the future what will really drives us to meet up when we know that meeting up, is just to see each other's face.

I know its partly my fault too, but many times, i just didnt know how to react.
I did know how to in the past, but perhaps, its just that difference between back then and now, that neither us know how to adapt to it.
I suppose there are more things to be work on, and it really takes time.

And we shall see.

I do hope that things will turn out for the better thou.
Because your know, your mean something to me.

And this is not emo, and i guess your would have felt it too.