ONE DOWN, FIVE MORE TO GO!
Finally done with my database with the help of;
PS,Jane,Benson,Selig, jazz, bryan, qing sheng, lindy, ran and last but NOT LEAST michelle.
Like what others were asking.
"Why are your all crowding around boon's pc?"
Hahaha, thanks guys for the help, really blessed to have such helpful classmates like your. :)
Next off, i am having sociology common test on friday, and i have absolutely no resources to mug on.
Gonna find someone who has been attending lecture, regularly.
Haha.
And FOP Tomorrow!!
I just can't wait.
I know i have said it before, and i am saying this again.
I hasn't been using my brain for far too long, and from the attempt to use it this morning while rushing my Database project, i have gotten myself a splitting headache.
Like my brain is demanding me to stop using him.
When you are conditioned to do a thing for too long, you will find it doubly hard to unconditioned it.
Likewise, my brain was conditioned to don't think too much, thats why i find it really hard to get it activated.
And even my entries are different from the past, when almost all my entries are deep, and full of thoughts.hahaha
I know i have been ranting pretty much on my project,
BUT I JUST CANT HELP IT, THESE PROJECTS DUEDATES ARE GOING THROUGH MY MIND THIS VERY MOMENT!
And i odd to be cursed, because i am so not fruitful.
From the attempt to do some work, other then completing my QTVR, i did nothing else.
This is so damn crappy, i cant even download MYSQL FROM OLE, I am stuck in the installation, and for the past few hours, i have been trying to get the thing in my com, but it just seem so impossible.
The submission is this friday, and i hate staying in school to do work, and without Mysql in my laptop, i can forget about finishing my database.
Then, i have been trying to think of a layout for my DMPF and INMM website.
GRRR, nothing is coming out.
WHAT IS GOING ON.
I need much more then what i am doing to get through this 2 weeks.
Dearest people,
Its officially week 15 now and i am only 1 week away from my piled up project submissions!
I can imagine how much hair i am gonna lose, and how much coffee that i will have to drink in the next few days to come as i am in need of burning many, many, AND MANY midnight oils.
And i think i might cry if I ever fail to rush out all the projects.
I need inspirations, ideas and encouragement!
The battle has officially began, yes, only after 15weeks, and remember, don't wait for me if i failed to return.
If i really do, i am sorry that your have to pay $50 for a bowl of curry chicken.
However, do remember to keep a picture of me, so that you guys will remember me as long as you live, keep a place for me in your heart, and its greatly appreciated.
I have put this cute picture of mine up, you guys can have it printed in a6 size for that lovely slot in your wallet=)
To start off the raging battle, i am having a presentation tomorrow.
Am rushing the powerpoint slides now, and subsequently, a database to hand in on friday which i have absolutely no clue on how to work on.
So please pray for me will ya?
And i am trusting the Lord for substanability, capacity, inspiration and ideas.
OH ya, to that mysterious angel of mine, just incase i have no chance in the future to thank you, i just wanna thank you for the skittles and chocolates!
Hahaha.
:):):):):)
I am trying to be optimistic here can't you see?
See ya folks, if i live to see the dawn ever again.
Loves
Wenshun aka boon.
Before i forget, FOP THIS WEEK.
bye!
I so wanted to say it just now, but i thought that it might not be appropriate.
But the fact remains that although the 3 of us rarely have the time to meet up, yet when we do, our conversation are just...vague.
We were trying too hard to strike a conversation, and many times, its just...not substainable.
Its really saddening, its like.... the conversations still revolves around the same few things after so many years.
And i wonder in the future what will really drives us to meet up when we know that meeting up, is just to see each other's face.
I know its partly my fault too, but many times, i just didnt know how to react.
I did know how to in the past, but perhaps, its just that difference between back then and now, that neither us know how to adapt to it.
I suppose there are more things to be work on, and it really takes time.
And we shall see.
I do hope that things will turn out for the better thou.
Because your know, your mean something to me.
And this is not emo, and i guess your would have felt it too.
Because the sucker decides to selfishly post that disturbing picture on her blog,totally neglecting her viewer, i am feeling very disturbed by it right now, you guys can enter that sucker's blog at your own risk LINK
She is totally sick! and this explains why i call her a sucker.
I totally am not a fan for bloody stuffs.
CGM was great, really great.
Loving God and the people more.
And THANKS hor, wen jie, for that photo. hahahaha.
Of course not forgetting my angel, whoever you are, hahaha, for the seasons ice lemon tea, thou i prefer pokka. And kenny for the prayer! haha.
If you guys knows me, and knows me well, you would know that the few phrases that i always use are either, ji dan(egg), chicken or shit.
Hahaha, so it just so happened that i randomly called may a chicken cos it just came straight out of my mouth, but it has never occurred to me until she said that never to call a girl chicken cos its very insulting.
Randomly, but true.
Rushing project time!
Like what the sucker said:
"Why make yourself so stress, later go bonk"
Yea, she's right, i might just go bonk any moment.
Very stress, considering the amount of time that i am left with, and the amount of work to be done, there's no reason why i should be lazing around here.
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY THINGS TO BE DONE?
And to be frank, i did try to sketch and do my work just now.
I sketched, its ugly.
I tried animating, just can't seems to work out.
I tried brainstorming, too, can't work them out.
Nothing is coming out from the attempt to do something.
Therefore, i shouldn't stress myself anymore.
Poly life sucks.
No, my course sucks.
A person that is good at making excuses is rarely good at anything else.
After the hectic project maniac is over, i am gonna stop making excuses and start working.
Although I am already very talentedHAHAHA, but the desire to be even better is becoming rather overwhelming.
So apart from my long prolong plan to go jogging, during this long semester break that will here in just a few weeks time, I want pick up some new hobbies!
I want to learn guitar, and probably, pick up skating!
Hence, i am gonna bai shi xue yi, but thank God, there are pro guitarist and skater just within my reach! Hahahahaha.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, if anyone of you are thinking of putting me down with some non affirming discouragement, i beg you to reconsider and at least, be encouraging this time round.
Different approach can? hahahaha.
I know i kind of said this whole chunk countless of times. haha, even i am sick of saying this.
Therefore, this is the last, i hope. hahaha
But before all these, i need to put my 101% for my projects!
I have for;
Comm skills: Oral presentation next monday, brochure in 3 weeks.
Database system: creating the database, examination on 26 august.
Sociology: Movie review consultation this friday(my God), and final submission week 16, examination on 2aug, i think.
Interactive Multimedia: An interactive flash website to promote IPOD touch.( in 2 weeks)
Introduction to 3D: Flour sack, legoman and ball animation. crap, i have neither a floursack, legoman, nor ball, start from zero. zZZZ(in 2 weeks)
Digital media production foundation: Professional website which consist of NDP clip, Movie trailer with at least 10 cue points, QTVR, profile and reflections.(in 2 weeks)
Now that i am typed them all out, i am slightly aware of the shitty situation that i am in now.
And feeling demoralised because i am starting from a pathetic zero.
But ITS OK, i believe that they are not gonna pull me now.
I am best at chionging projects, i did 2 project within 1 night last semester remember?
although this time round, the projects require much more effort and tedious.
But like what sucker said, worst come to worst, retake only what.
I will try my best.
Whats on my mind now, is the very fact that today is only the 22nd july and i am only left with a pathetic 12 bucks to pull me through till the end of the month.
HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE!?
I didn't skip Interactive Multimedia lab today, and arrive school at about 9.13.
Rick toh was shocked to see me in class and immediately after i greeted him, he told me that he wanna see my work at 10am.
For a moment, i thought he was kidding, until i see the whiteboard, and indeed, it was written there "Preview of work at 10am"
Hahahaha, i turned to shimin, then turned to muhaimin, and was feeling very shity because i have absolutely nothing to show him.
So, i dilly dally for the next 15mins because i felt that there was nothing i can do in the next 45mins..
But I seriously think that i have very good lecturers.
Rick toh was kind enough, and he obviously know i have nothing to show him so, he came and ask me whether i know how to start anot, i shook my head and he immediately gave me instructions and pointers to start off my work thereafter.
But still, i spend a hardtime tracing the image on flash, and 15mins later, my mind went into a state of blankness once again, and started slacking.
Da bao pork chop from business school's with selig and had it in ITAS with benson,min,yee hao and syed, talked some crap, then went for DBIS lecture earlier to chop the power plug seat.
Managed to chop one, planned to dota intially, but we ended up preparing for our CMSK presentation and me and selig started comparing whose laptop can last the longest.
=.= I know its lame, very lame, because we are using the exact same model.
So anyway, did 1 slide, and dozed off.
Natasha came in during the lecture's interval for a end of semester briefing. hahaha.
Which sets me to reflect on the things i have been doing the the entire semester, obviously stumbled me, but it didn't last that long because i was fast enough to convert it into craziness.
CMSK was boring, and my trial presentation was bad, because i wasn't prepared for it.
So i spend half of my time playing with lindy's hair. LOL
And lastly, for 3D, we got back our assignment one's result, it was better then i had expected myself to get. hahahaha.
George yam was kinda of lazy as usual and let us go at 5pm.
Reached home, took a nap, watched the 9pm and 10pm show, and tried to continue my flash.
But, hahahaha, 15mins after i tried doing, i closed the window and here am i blogging, again.
At this rate i am going, i am gonna fail.
*shake head*
This is a typical day of mine in TP, today was considered fruitful because i managed to start my INMM.
Lesson starts at 4pm-6pm tomorrow, wednesday is a self-proclaimed holiday and thurs 9am-10am.
Kind of slack this week, therefore, i seriously need to put in much more effort on my school project already.
Sem 2.1 is ending in 3weeks time.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
I don't wanna waste my life like that anymore.
As much as it's coming from the bottom of my heart, my brain just doesn't syncronize nor coordinate.
A habit is hard to kick, especially one that has been cultivated through a long period of time.
I am aching, physically.
From top to bottom.
Firstly, my shoulder's aching, my bag is damn heavy.
Almost 4kg, have been carrying it for almost the whole day today.
Next, my throat is dry and hurting from talking too much to.
First, customers.
Then, wen jie.
And just now, may.
Hahaha, but they are all real quality ones.
Then, my finger is hurting.
From the guitar session just now.
Hahaha, thanks kenny for the guitar, which is currently, still with me.
And shella for the coaching. hahaha.
Lastly, my leg, i think failing me soon.
Walking way too much.
On train blogging.
Arrive at tampines liao!
Byebye!
Have to write a review on the firm "Save the Last dance" and submit it later.
Had a very hard time finding the link because all the links that i have found intially were either broken, or missing
But i still found it anyway, with the help of ah kun. hahahaha.
So, i won't be sleeping tonight.=.
--edited--
UPON Reaching tutorial class just now, the lecturer told us that.
.
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.
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the consultation is next week.
=.=
And i promise i am telling the truth,
The cramp i had after my nap during sociology tutorial was the worst ever!
I couldn't move AT ALL because the cramp was on both of my feet!
AND AND AND, i am finally meeting hao,liang and xiong for movie!
how cool is that!:)
I tell you, they are the hardest to meet, always so busy.
Hahahaha
If this is how your attendance is suppose to look like:
Then mine is really bad.
It just so happen that i sacrifice a few the lessons for me to rush my project, and it just goes on.
Need to buck up. Tst tsk tsk.
Ok, Just wanna take this opportunity to thank Selig Chow, who more then gladly, transferred a whole chunk of songs and movies to my laptop, and he even gave me a list of "Must listen" songs. hahaha. Thanks ah!
Need a whole lot of time to digest them.
And Thanks to him(no sarcasm intended)I am currently addicted to "Hush" by juliet simms, which is also, the song that is currently playing on your com. haha, so nice lo, kun don't know how to appreciate.
Things are still going rather smoothly without my old files, but the thought of my images, songs, chat logs, and most importantly, my almost completed blogskin that are gone, makes me very gek sim.
People, do, send me all the images that your have that carries my face to me if you still have them.
And i dont mind more songs. Haha.
I seriously think i need to dye back my hair.
Because firstly, i think my guai kia image is not enough to substain this bengish image that i am having now because someone approached me for a lighter and was shocked when i say i don't have one because he thought i smoke!
Secondly, i think bear will kill me if i go to work with this hair on friday.
Lastly, on a secondly thought, i don't think i should dye back my hair, i should just shave it off because the conditioner that i am using isnt helping the condition of my hair at all!
As i was telling xiong on msn the other day, i don't know why, even when i am blog hopping these days, once i come across one whole chunk of emo text, i will skip.
We both agree that its getting more and more annoying.
Its so different from me back then, where i will read word by word.
Probably because i am very sick of emo entries already. Haha
To end this entry off.
Bye.
And some stupid faces.
I got back my laptop!
In fact, i got back a NEW one.
Hahaha, my clumsiness turned out to be a blessing in disguise.
And now, they didnt have a main board to change my spoiled one for me and so, they replace my old with a much much better laptop.
The only bad thing, I LOST ALL MY DATA.
My pics, music, everything
IS
GONE.
I pray that they will be able to recover my harddisk! please!
And i dyed my hair gold!
DIY by wen jie.
Her's hair colour is quite uneven thou.
Because its done by kun.HAHAHA
Chionging proposal tonight.
How much i wish that my alternative to kill time will be doing things like editing images with photoshop, play around with 3d modelling on maya, exploring actionscript on flash, or simply, just open the softwares on my laptop/ school's desktop and do something in them
At least,I get to learn something that benefits me.
But no,I would rather eat, sleep, watch tv, stare into blanks or surf the net.
And please, if you thing that i am surfing the net doing researches, you are absolutely wrong.
You know, when I see some people happily exploring the above meintioned softwares whether they are in my course or not, i will question myself why can't i do so.
I am really losing out.
And i reckon that i hasn't been using very much of my brain ever since i graduated from secondary school.
The only times i do, was during the very last day before my project submission, then i will start brainstorming and do some critical thinking.
And i think my brain is getting rusty and i am getting lazy.
Ask me to brainstorm for an idea now, or simply do a math question, i will just push it aside because i can't think, unless pressurised.
No wonder i can't concentrate in class, because i have been unseemly been programmed to not do so already.
Even now, when i am suppose to be doing some 3d modelling on maya, i minimized it, and ended up here, blogging.
You know, i tried, i really do.
But i can only concentrate no longer then 15mins.
hahahahahaha.
I overslept today and skipped my 3hours of interactive multimedia lesson.
Procrastinated a little before coming to school since it's a 4 hours of break anyway.
I am now having Database lab class and i am completely bored, but i can't skip the lesson because if i do, i will be marked down with a non graded pass for the subject.
It's not entirely my fault lo... because i didn't skipped 3 lessons before, just 2, for the 3rd absent, the lecturer forgot to mark my attendance when i was in class.
Anyway, speaking of database, i failed the term test, when the sucker pass lo.
But it doesn't really affect me. hahahaha, the only reason why it might affect is probably because this is the first written paper that i have failed in my entire polytechnic life.
Anyway, i watched "Wanted" yesterday and it rocks.
Way better then Zohan.
And there are still alot of great movies to be watch which I don't understand why must all the appealing movies be shown at one go.
This is just a random post.
I am way too bored.
Hahahaha.
Hello people, my laptop is currently in ICU.
Travelling to jurong east is always such a hassle.
But it's ok, i don't feel as lonely now.
Had a very good service just now, as well as a really good fellowship=).
And i think i have a proposal to submit next week, but i don't know when is the submission.
Lastly, let me just confess.
I used to take things for granted, and had extreamly high expectation on others as i always expected them to treat them the way i treated them.
But not anymore, because i know, i think, and i feel that i should trust myself for the people i have chosed to be-friend with, and most importantly, different people have different forms of expressing friendship and love, my expression is way different from them, but that doesn't mean that they don't honour the relationship.
Haha, at the end of the day, I am not just saying this to make myself feel better, as i recall, there are times when they did things out of sacrifice, but i just took it for granted, because i didn't see.
If seeing then is believing, then i don't think there's any trust, and it contradicts my belief in building relationships.
haha
Love God, Love W143.
