When night falls....

I am going to blog about my nightmare today since i hardly remembers any of my dreams.

It goes like this....













I dreamt about iteration, process model and team structure.=.=



And the first thought that came to my mind when i woke up was.



"Cannot have too many iteration, otherwise will over budget."




Man, i think my mind is preoccupied with projects.


And true enough, due dates are still counting!





I need more faith and favour!:D

Jasper Boon Wenshun said:
i don't know why

Jasper Boon Wenshun said:
i feel very pissed

Jasper Boon Wenshun said:
by the workload

selig said:
same.

Jasper Boon Wenshun said:
it's like i look at the work

Jasper Boon Wenshun said:
i damn angry

Jasper Boon Wenshun said:
=.=

selig said:
haha wtf.

Happy Chinese New Year!

I chionged through the night working on my proposal on thursday night. I swear i typed more then 10 thousand words on microsoft words just on journals and proposal for the past 3 weeks.
Hectic i will say, but that's what tertiary life is all about.:(

Damn shagged, spend the whole of friday in school, and followed by tuition at 6. I was so tired that i told my student to be cooperative so that we will be able to get it done and over with the tuition because I didn't think that i would be able to stay concentrated for any longer. She was rather cooperative, but time wasn't on my side i guess, the usual short and sweet 2hrs seemed as thou it was taking forever to end.
And when it finally ended, i hurried home just when i was preparing to sleep,Kun called me up for dinner because he was somewhere around tampines after doing his hair at yu xiang's place, and since I feel bad rejecting him, i met him up at the coffeeshop near west CC for Ashton, heh heh heh, and out of the random, I decided to dye and hairlight my hair as well.
So after dinner, we went yu xiang's place for my highlight(oh for your information, yu xiang was a stylist at monsoon, but for some reason, he decided to do hairstyling at his place, so he is a professional), reached there at around 9.30, and after some consideration, i finally settled on ash colour and the whole thing ended at 12am. And i am very satisfied with the colour. heh heh heh. And the best part is, its really cheap.

So I intro-ed kenny the following day, who also have the idea of highlighting his hair, and after service, we travelled back to tampines and reached yu xiang's place to do his hair.
Just as i thought that my hair took quite a long time to do, his was even longer, the whole thing took more then 3 hours, it ended at 11.30, and with him missing his last train, we slacked through the night chit chatting, walking and lazing around Tampines. Which he later, reached home at around 5am.

Reunion dinner today, but it isn't exactly that union afterall.
The every family member gathering around the table to have dinner together seems foreign to my family. Never once had my family done that.
But they do cook thou, just that somehow, people just take turns to eat, alone each time.
But the food is nice, I love steamboat.

Visitation tomorrow, hopefully i will be able to save myself from the agony of hearing my relative sing.
I want to watch a movie.:D

Oh and yea, i need to hit the gym!
I need to start training for napha.

And the golden question is.........

Any company?
heh heh heh.

Oh man.!

I hate the fact that Chinese New Year is just next week. Those new year Goodies,Hong bao and long holidays no longer entices me anymore.

But on the contary, I am starting to develop this love for TP man...Thank you for occupying my mind with assignments and tests that are all coming up, I should really give credits to you for you never fails to spoil my Chinese New Mood every year.
Long holidays? Seems more like a disaster in disguise man.

Argh... Having said all that, I still have to get myself prepared for chinese new year! Which i have barely started, I haven't buy any new clothes yet! Gosh.

Time is so tight now.

But I am just gonna laugh it off.

Haha!

Pics taken on Thanksgiving.


My Dearest CONNECT Groups:D
Love them man.

My Ex CONNECT Group


Yu kang and Kenny

Hmm. Was new, didn't do much as a cgc thou, could have done more, but seriously, you guys were never once not of my concern, thank you guys for always being so supportive and always willing to listen to what i have to say and sort:D, thou both of you are no longer under my care, but i believe that your have the potential to do great things. and i mean, big and humogous! Haha. My virgin group=.=


My Current CONNECT group

So whats so good about exercising.

1) You get yourself highly charged up.
2) Satisfaction
3) Burn fats.
4) Muscle ache.

5) An injured spine.

Ass man, I was doing the log lifting thing at the fitness corner after my run at BR and during the last attempt to put the log down, I was too ANXIOUS and tadah, i hurt my back.
I know injury is all part of sports and i am not trying to magnify the fact that i hurt myself while exercising.
But i just can't deny that pain that i am feeling whenever i tilt my head down. grrr.
And to realize how anxiety can be quite stuck up at times.

I just hope that the pain will be gone tomorrow!


My mind is flooded with things that needs to be done.

oh man.

A man who fails to plan, plans to fail.


With that, i need to start setting my new resolution and goals for 2009.
I have already a few things that i have in mind for my goals for 2009 and below is a rough idea that i came up with on the train back just now;

1) Spiritual Life(QT, Cell group, Children Church)

2) Character building( Efficiency and effectiveness, Punctuality, Tolerance, Anger management, Meticulous, Being spontaneous, Edification, Leadership, Problem Solver)

3) Relationships( Taking initiative, sensitivity, Availability, Listening ear, Smiley:D:D)

4) Health(Training plan, Timing for meals)

5) Studies( Time management, Setting targets)

6) Money Management( Saving plans, identifying needs and wants)

7) Leisure( Cut down on gaming)

And the first thing that i need is a weekly planner because i am very convicted to be a highly meticulous and detailed person in year 2009 therefore i am gonna plan my schedule one week or even one month beforehand! And do to do list.
I can't be complacent anymore and thing i have everything under my finger tips, that's when thing starts to get overlooked.

Lots of things to look into. well.
Will continue improvising.

2009 is going to be the best year yet.

And what's left now is to start implementing my action plan.

But before anything, i have a 1000-2000 words creativity report to complete.

Yes, a boring post.

Happy 2009!

Is it just me, or is it truely that there isn't any new year atmostphere this year?
But nonetheless, i had fun.
Slacked at ps' place for countdown yesterday, and i succeeded in making ps and jazz drunk.
HAHA. And squeezed out some juicy information out of jazz. heh heh heh.

To those who went for countdown, hope you guys had fun:D

I have alot of things in mind, but I lazy to type already, shall blog again soon.
Pretty tired after a long day.

I love everyone of you.
And every who loves me. hahaha.
Shouldn't have called myself jasper.
Should have called myself Barney instead.