It's already OCTOBER the 3rd.
*zing zing zang zang* and wow, we are almost coming to an end to 2008 already which on a sidenote, also means that school vacation is coming to and end soon as well.:(
How fast time flies, like really fast.
If you think about it, for those that are studying in a polytechnic, we have already been through yet another 1 and a half semester, and if you still don't see what the big deal about, think now, school is reopening soon, and you will have to go through yet another hectic routine of timetable, whenever school's reopening, this is always the first thought that comes to mind which i will never fail to feel quite sianed by it.
It is just like, when you were in primary school, you can't wait to be in secondary school cos you envy them, then when you are in secondary school, you can't wait to go tertiary, and so on, and zoom, 18 years, just flashed past, ahhh. how much we have been through.
I used to have this silly thought when i were in primary school, i will ask why didn't my mother born me 5 years earlier, so that by then, when i had that thought, i will already be 5 years older.
But as i grow older, of cause i know thats silly lah, cos regardless of how early you are born, you still have to go through that cycle.
So back to my point, i still remembered on the 1st of january 2008, 12:00am, me hao xiong and kk were at marina square watching fireworks, then we shoot this video, which is now no longer exist, of the fireworks, and in the midst of it, we turned, and ask each other to make a new year resolution.
And if i remember clearly, the goals that we set, were all pretty simple and about the same.
Good results, yea, and i think they also wanted to find that special someone.
For me, as simple as i am(lol), i wanted good results as well, and of cos, to lose some weight. ha.
Of which, i achieved neither both.
While the other 3, did achieve either one or both.
As sad as i may sound, i am actually not sad nor disappointed at all.
I know, I will certainly be much more happier if I had achieve both, but i do know my limitations as well, and most importantly, i did exceled in other areas which i didn't think i would back then.
And that, certainly brings much joy.
Honestly, i have almost forgotten about this 2 resolutions that i have set for myself until just now, and i wonder, who remembers their resolution everyday and with that motivates them to work towards it.
I didn't obviously. i clearly chunked that away the moment its turns 2nd of jan.
Honestly if you asked me, whether will i regret if 2008 were to end now.
Surprisingly, no. cos i am really happy at where i am right now, if you know what i am talking about.
I am very satisfied with the decisions that i have made thus far, thou they may not be the best, but it certainly didnt bring me any form of remorsement.
But guess what? God is good, i still have 2-3 months time before year ends.
And i still can do so much more with that:)
I must say this every year, hahaha, i can't believe i am still as close to wen jie and kun like duh, my bestest K.W.S.
and also my secondary school buddies,specifically hao,xiong,liang, or even kk and cy,lol, who i must say used to bring me so much emoing over and i always pessimistically thought that i will say byebye to them when i graduated from o's back then, but you know, they are WAYYYY too good to bid farewell.
Then, in year 2007, i met michelle, sucker,jane, lindy,selig, benson, qing sheng in poly.
Which except for mich, none left a very good impression, seriously, i thought sucker and benson was a anti social freak, jane and selig both arrogant, lindy an ah lian, and qing sheng, weird. lol
but after knowing them for sometime, i realize, i was tremendously wrong. haha, they are all so thoughtful and nice:)
And just recently, i made up my mind into coming back to church, to knowand serve God all over again, and till now, i hasn't regretted and i will never regret a single bit:)and he blessed me with cool W143! and people like may, kenny, kathryn and rach, and they are so funny, so good to hang out with, and that i don't mind sacrificing for them, they are really great people, all talented in their various way.:)love these people.
I think i should just draft the above paragraph and use it next year. lol
As i was saying, i still have 2-3 months to make this year even much more fruitful, so yea!!!
I must really say, sometimes, we have to think from a different angle to see the beauty of things, if i have chosen to think that i am a failure for not being able to meet my resolution, then i think even if you gives me another 20 months, i will still think it that way.
On another note, i think i hasn't made it official yet, but.
I am going for WATER BAPTISM this coming november!!! together with kathryn, and perhaps kenny, peng, siong and rach?
And surprisingly, my parents are in approval of it.
Hasn't think of a baptism name for myself, but please, kun, stop your "G" intial names which all, don't suit me totally, LOL.
Still thinking thou.
Hahaha, i won't mind if you guys wanna come down for my big day:)
Lastly, i have nothing to say already.
Except, maybe, Happy 14th birthday mabelngiang ngiang ngiang. mabelngiangology. lol
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