After much pondering, i have decided that i should retake INMM next semester.
Realising that i know shit about the subject, after the attempt to do it moments ago, i regretted for sleeping in class, not paying attention and skipping classes.
Now, just 1 day before the submission, then i am deciding to do that interactive website, ha, I have truely over-rated myself.
With practically nothing in mind that how am i gonna go by doing the whole project, nothing helps at all.
And to think that i thought i could do it, without the help of rick toh., just last tuesday, he still asked me to look for him if I needs help with actionscript, looking very concern and worried, yet i procrastinated, waited and slacked!, and now.... i think I am such a disappointment!
Although i have plenty of unwillingness to retake a module, but judging from where i am right now,this is the only alternative if i ever wanna be on the right track again.
And moreover, INMM is an subject that i should have knowledge in if i am gonna continue pursueing this diploma, especially when i am allocated to Distributed Multimedia next semester.
Recently, i have been pondering and i started questioning myself whether should I even be bein in polytechnic anyway.
People paid their school fees to study and to learn new stuffs, yet in comparison, i am paying the same amount of school fees to slack and sleep.
Like wth, i am totally wasting my time and my parents money.
Yet when offered to an alternative out from the course of study, i stubbornly declined the offer because i THOUGHT I COULD, i still think that i am able, because i know, despite the fact that i have been saying that i am going to work hard,, i hasn't been doing so.
Now that things has turned out this way, other then regretting, i think i should start salvaging the shitty situation that i am in, and the decision that i am making, i believe, will work the best for me.
I seriously don't want to breeze through my entire polytechnic life and know nothing on what i have studied upon graduation, or in any worst scenrio, realising that i can't graduate when its all too late.
Next semester, should i ever slack again, i will terminate myself from the course because seriously, there's no point for me to stay.:(
This leaves me with more time to do my other two project which are dueing on the same day as well.
"I am responsible for whatever mistake that i have made."
And yea, i am still in the midst of deciding whether anot to quit starbucks.
Shall see.
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Anyway,on a happier note, HAPPY ADVANCED 18th Birthday HAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!:)
open your eyes liang
Quite sad that you are not able to celebrate with us on your actual day, but its ok, better then not being to celebrate it at all right? hahaha.
Anyway, met up with him and liang on friday, 080808, to celebrate with him his 18th birthday in advanced, like duh.
Did some catching up, because the last time we met was on my birthday!
Dined at kenny rogers and the pot pie was HUMONGOUS that i have ordered!
I couldn't finish the pie, and please don't find it amusing.
Its THIS BIG!
The photo don't do the size of the pot pie justice.
And guess what, we proceeded on to clark quay for bungee jumping, was quite reluntant intially, but gave in in the end.
The ride was great and be glad that i am still alive.!:)
It wasn't as bad as i thought it was, but i will have to confess that I was indeed afraid of the ride intially because i thought my heart won't be able to take the thrill.
Brother, see how much of a sacrifice i did just for you!:) haha
I didn't even went for the ride on my birthday despite the fact that its free and anything.
So, be appreciative lah. haha
Met up with xiong at CS to catch the love guru after the ride while liang went off for soccer.
Slacked @ cs with hao while waiting for xiong to arrive and the movie to start.
The movie was... quite entertaining. Haha, the jokes did kept me awake despite the comfy seat and being dead tired.
Walked home after the movie.
Guess we have to do more catching up in the holiday!
Really soon:)
To end off, happy 18th birthday once again hao!:)
Wish you all the best in whatever you do and may you receive what you want really soon!
And 18 liao hor, time to be more serious!Hahaha
All the best:)
And girls out there, his single and very available:)
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