How much i wish that my alternative to kill time will be doing things like editing images with photoshop, play around with 3d modelling on maya, exploring actionscript on flash, or simply, just open the softwares on my laptop/ school's desktop and do something in them

At least,I get to learn something that benefits me.

But no,I would rather eat, sleep, watch tv, stare into blanks or surf the net.
And please, if you thing that i am surfing the net doing researches, you are absolutely wrong.

You know, when I see some people happily exploring the above meintioned softwares whether they are in my course or not, i will question myself why can't i do so.
I am really losing out.

And i reckon that i hasn't been using very much of my brain ever since i graduated from secondary school.
The only times i do, was during the very last day before my project submission, then i will start brainstorming and do some critical thinking.
And i think my brain is getting rusty and i am getting lazy.
Ask me to brainstorm for an idea now, or simply do a math question, i will just push it aside because i can't think, unless pressurised.
No wonder i can't concentrate in class, because i have been unseemly been programmed to not do so already.

Even now, when i am suppose to be doing some 3d modelling on maya, i minimized it, and ended up here, blogging.

You know, i tried, i really do.
But i can only concentrate no longer then 15mins.

hahahahahaha.

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