When night falls....

I think i am walking way too fast.
On average, i spend less then 15mins to walk from tampines control station to my house.
And if you think that's slow, i think likewise, because the route that i normally take is actually quite long.
I love walking home at night, because it simply so cooling and carefree.
Unlike, walking in the day, where the weather is so damn hot.
Speaking of weather, i think the weather is getting worst these days.
I used to love taking hot water bath, especially when its in the morning, but for the past few weeks, i can go bathing with the heater off.
The drastic change in the weather(apart from the workload) is causing majority of us, as in my classmate to be behaving weirdly for the past few days.
We have people who randomly gets horny, some gets high and start singing weird melody and others, even speaks nonsense and type rubbish???, but all these doesnt beat the mushy level of the couples, who gets rather touchy and very touchy.
If only i have the video with me, but it doesn't matter because there's always a next time.

Back to what i were saying, walking back home at night also allow me to reflect.
And by reflecting, i don't mean emo-ing.
And did i say that kun and wen jie walk very fast too?
We reckon that it's because we are always late.=.=

And while walking back home yesterday, i realise one lousy and lame flaw that i possess,
The more i want to do something, the more i am not doing it.
For example, the more i say i wanna control my diet, the more i am eating.
The more i say i wanna save up, the more i am spending.
The more i say i wanna stop procrastinating, the more i am procrastinating.
And so on.
I think it makes me look like a loser.
Maybe next time i should just say i don't wanna do it, then maybe i will.

And before i forget,

I used to think that i am the most shameless person among the people i know, because i am most well-verse in self-praising.
But that was way before i met BENSON.
He, is one heck of a shameless creature that is able to praise himself till he goes beyond the heaven!
*applause for him* i concede defeat.

The above paragraph, is of course, on benson's request.
Comeon, i am too nice to be saying such thing about people.
HAHAHA, now you know who the master is.



I know this is a very random post.
But i am blogging because i had a dream the other night and it revealed to me that there will on an earthquake later on in the afternoon(27th May) and it so happen that i will be at the wet market hiding under the table.(out of all place=.=)

I hate wet market, because i don't like the smell..

Whatever, before i go side track again.
I don't want to miss the last chance of me being able to blog!

You know, i don't normally remember my dreams, so this dream causes such big reaction.

May is ending soon..., no i don't literally mean May is gonna die, i mean the month of may is ending, and its june! and its very special, if you get what i mean.

LOL.


Lastly,

I am not gonna do my work, not gonna stop procrastinating, not gonna go dieting, not gonna save up, and not gonna change my blogskin.

I want freedom!!!


Truth reveals only when every other thing quiets down, when literally nothing is happening.
and it allows us to reflect
Truth is, i am too good, often taken advantage of, only come to mind when in need of help
Another truth is, everything ended, because of what had happened.
But the biggest truth that i know, and i know the joy that motivates me in life, is to see that smile in others, and i am more then gladly to be the one that causes that very smile.