I think i am walking way too fast.
On average, i spend less then 15mins to walk from tampines control station to my house.
And if you think that's slow, i think likewise, because the route that i normally take is actually quite long.
I love walking home at night, because it simply so cooling and carefree.
Unlike, walking in the day, where the weather is so damn hot.
Speaking of weather, i think the weather is getting worst these days.
I used to love taking hot water bath, especially when its in the morning, but for the past few weeks, i can go bathing with the heater off.
The drastic change in the weather(apart from the workload) is causing majority of us, as in my classmate to be behaving weirdly for the past few days.
We have people who randomly gets horny, some gets high and start singing weird melody and others, even speaks nonsense and type rubbish???, but all these doesnt beat the mushy level of the couples, who gets rather touchy and very touchy.
If only i have the video with me, but it doesn't matter because there's always a next time.
Back to what i were saying, walking back home at night also allow me to reflect.
And by reflecting, i don't mean emo-ing.
And did i say that kun and wen jie walk very fast too?
We reckon that it's because we are always late.=.=
And while walking back home yesterday, i realise one lousy and lame flaw that i possess,
The more i want to do something, the more i am not doing it.
For example, the more i say i wanna control my diet, the more i am eating.
The more i say i wanna save up, the more i am spending.
The more i say i wanna stop procrastinating, the more i am procrastinating.
And so on.
I think it makes me look like a loser.
Maybe next time i should just say i don't wanna do it, then maybe i will.
And before i forget,
I used to think that i am the most shameless person among the people i know, because i am most well-verse in self-praising.
But that was way before i met BENSON.
He, is one heck of a shameless creature that is able to praise himself till he goes beyond the heaven!
*applause for him* i concede defeat.
The above paragraph, is of course, on benson's request.
Comeon, i am too nice to be saying such thing about people.
HAHAHA, now you know who the master is.
I know this is a very random post.
But i am blogging because i had a dream the other night and it revealed to me that there will on an earthquake later on in the afternoon(27th May) and it so happen that i will be at the wet market hiding under the table.(out of all place=.=)
I hate wet market, because i don't like the smell..
Whatever, before i go side track again.
I don't want to miss the last chance of me being able to blog!
You know, i don't normally remember my dreams, so this dream causes such big reaction.
May is ending soon..., no i don't literally mean May is gonna die, i mean the month of may is ending, and its june! and its very special, if you get what i mean.
LOL.
Lastly,
I am not gonna do my work, not gonna stop procrastinating, not gonna go dieting, not gonna save up, and not gonna change my blogskin.
I want freedom!!!
Truth reveals only when every other thing quiets down, when literally nothing is happening.
and it allows us to reflect
Truth is, i am too good, often taken advantage of, only come to mind when in need of help
Another truth is, everything ended, because of what had happened.
But the biggest truth that i know, and i know the joy that motivates me in life, is to see that smile in others, and i am more then gladly to be the one that causes that very smile.
Pictures.
Farewell.
The thrash is bigger then him lo.
In our green apron.
Whole milk vs non fat.
Don't mess with the baristas.
Kidnapped. lol
And get saboed.
Mocha, nice eh. and whip cream nice eh. lol
Working with you has always been fun, and i wanna apologize for any shit that i have given to you(if any, hahaha) on shift, will miss working with you.
hahahaha.
Sociology tutorial today suck.
And i was so damn pissed off by my group members.
For the tutorial today, the class were split into 2 big groups instead of the usual project group that we were in.
In other words, my group merged with another group to make the arrangement simpler.
And man, i tell you, that group SUCK.
We were supposed to do a role play on a documentation about Singapore idol for the topic on socialisation
And throughout the group discussion, my group members were trying hard to come out with ideas for the script while the other group stare us as if this role play was none of their business.
They kept quiet and when we prompt them for their suggestion, they just bloody stared at us.
We were tolerant enough to come out with the script ourselves and were ready to do our role play by the end of the given time for discussion.
But obviously thats not the end, otherwise i won't be here ranting.
The most infuriating part was.
This bloody, i call him AABC aka Act amercian born chinese(who obviously have a fake american accent) did a last minute change to our script during the role play and caught us off-guard.
He didnt do accordingly to what we planned for him to do and directed the whole role play.
I almost wanted to find a hole and dig my head in at that moment.
We were all so pissed by his irresponsible act and had to free-styled chaoticly throughout the rest of the role play.
He does remind me of jason because of his accent and damn, he anti-social attitude resembles him even more.
Hence, i conclude that all AABC are anti-socials, that group member especially.
I don't know about how he fare outside of the class, but his irresponsible act tells it all.
Damn.
We work in groups, otherwise it wouldnt be a group work.
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I am starting to think that the chat the other time was just a waste of time, otherwise, this wouldn't be happening again.
If one is keen, nothing is impossible.
After hearing what jonanthan, my care person shared with us just now over dinner.
I am planning to take up xing yi quan.link
It's actually an chinese internal maritial art along-side with tai-chi and ba gua.
But, i am still considering whether to pick it up anot, because its a commitment.
I will see how it goes, if the desire is still strong after a week, i will pick it up.
You know, we didnt know that our care person took up more then 6 martial arts back then and got himself into street fights every now and then during his teens years.
Eye-opener.
Like what the heck. lol.
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I find what shimin said yesterday true.
"It so hard for friends to get together, yet its so fragile."
Damn bloody irritating VOdaphone.
It seriously lagging till its getting on my nerves.
The lagness not only sends me dcing countless of times.
It even, so how, lag till when people talk to me on msn, i am not able to see it.
Apologies to those who spoke to me on msn and i didn't reply.
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One moment, i was yeahing because someone is joining us at work.
The next moment, i was booing, because someone is leaving us at work.
If someone will to ask me how do i describle 2 contradiciting feelings, i will tell him/her just this.
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