When night falls....

So a ang-moh customer walk in today, and began taking his order like any other customer, but indecisively.

Customer: hmm. do u have.
Me: Yea? have?...
Customer: Something closest to?.. let me see.
Me: Closest to?...
Customer: Yea, something for my girlfriend.
Me: Oh. what would she like to have?

Customer: she wants something chocolaty, do you have anything closest to the double chocolate something from COFFEE BEAN. cos i have been trying to look for coffee bean down the stretch of road but cant find any.

Stunned, i almost wanted to tell him that there's a coffee bean just one street across at paragon. but i quickly get hold my "Professionalism" and promoted chocolate cream chip to him.


Classic.


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Yea, i am updating.

Else people will start saying i am not doing any update or what so ever.

Whats happening in my life.

So i caught some movies during the holiday and they are all great movies.

Speaking about movies, careless and dumb me lost 3 semi-pro movie tickets 15mins after we bought it from cineleisure on easter day.

So damn bloody careless ok, and i have seriously no idea why i lost them.
But the ticket seller, or what ever you call them, was kind enough to give me,xiong and hao a replacement ticket.
The tickets were really special, because it was hand-written.
I wanted to take a photo of it and show you guys.
But apparently, i lost the tickets, again.

And i watched Sha Po lang and flashpoint @ xiong's place yesterday.
Damn cool, damn bloody, but its damn nice.
Especially when it comes to the fighting scene.
Speechless.

Frankly, i have nothing no blog about.
But i am proud to say.
For once in my life, i feel very peaceful
No, i am not dieing.

But just that, everything seems so comfortable, and everything is just coming into place.
My worries, doesnt worry me as much as it did as before.

But you know, i realise that drifting apart isnt just not meeting up.
Sometimes, you can still drift apart even when you see someone everyday.
Its when, you are sitting just next to them, but in totally different world.
Having nothing in common to talk about.

And i thinking i am really going haywired in my thoughts right now.
What i am saying just doesnt link.

Lastly, quote from my wonderful cousin, wen jie which i find it so true.

it is good to do reflections.. but reflections is done to change. to know how to make things better.. and not to dwell in the past emotions. (:

I will really blog again. soon

I am sorry.


I just wanna take this time out to apologize for the things that i have previously done to anybody.

This is certainly not because somebody, or anybody that i have offended and is angry with me right now, nor i have just did something wrong,

It's just that, i have the sudden surge of sadness and guiltness that which are not caused by one or two events, but many, many things that i used to over-looked in the past.

Although it's really nothing much and nobody is looking at them again.
But, i know that even thou things are not shown, nor said, but people do see the mistakes that i have made, and eventually, and uncontrollably,it gets embedded into their sub-concious.
And this leads to misconception, and misunderstanding.


By apologizing, i am not admitting i am in the wrong, or i am always in the wrong or anything.

But i just wanna say,I am sorry, for i am not perfect.

And i thank you people, for accepting my flaws,and for who i am.=)


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Shagged~

Really shagged from the many days of working.
It was fun nonetheless thou.
Minus those irritating customers.
But i am really tired physically already lah.
And with a 9hr shift tomorrow, i almost wanna puke it all out.
Thankfully,i am off for the subsequent 3 days till sunday.=)

So they say that result is coming out this week.
I am actually not looking forward to it because i dont wanna take any sup paper.
Well, Hopefully not, and i shall rejoice.

And yea, after watching step up 2 with xiong and liang the other day.
I am really convicted at picking up a new skill.
Its definitely not gonna be dancing,although it does aids me in losing weight, but i simply cant spin my head like them.
Probably guitar, or even, PIANo.!

Life has been great, being around people makes me feel good.
And its even better with a big obstacle and misunderstandings that was incurred for a long time cleared.
The long chat the other day was great, and you really have no idea how long have i thought through before telling you all that.
Although it still didnt turn out correctly, but you still got the idea. ha.
It really took me lots of courage thou, like what i have said, either i nailed it, or blow it.
And i guess, i nailed it.
And it really proves me wrong because i have always feel that you dont bother at all.
You have no idea how relieved i felt.
Lets just hope that history won't repeat thou.

Life, however hasnt been so great because i hasnt been seeing most people.
And will hopefully meet them soon.
And i hasnt been jogging for a week.
Damn.

If i am not being like myself, i am simply too shagged.

Ending off.

4E4 Class chalet is ON!!!

The chalet has been booked and will be held on 9-11th april @ Aloha LOYANG!
Do make yourself free on that day and get back to us whether you are coming ASAP.
See you guys at the chalet!

Hello 4E4 peeps, please vote for the type of gathering your want for this holiday.

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After a long sleep, feeling afresh, i reckon that things might not be as bad as i thought it is.
Maybe its due to the lack of proper sleep that i am getting emo again.
But, I am ok now.

But for whats ahead, things will reveal eventually.
Worrying about it wont change anything.

What yours is yours, and if its otherwise, no matter how hard you struggle, it will change nothing.