一点一滴的回忆。
有时候，我会突发奇想。
重感情是否是件好事。
也许是，因为它教会人要珍惜身边的人。
但是，它也会造成人耽溺的个性。
不懂什么时候应该放下一切往前走。
要不，一直留在原点。。
当你走了老半天，回头一看，原来，
除了你之外，
剩下的人根本没有移动，
一
寸
一
毫
。
那应该会挺伤人的。
原来，走得那么辛苦，原本，唯一的动力，
唯一的动力。
根本没有要做你的推动力。
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Got this from wen jie's blog.
It's well written and it touches my heart.
Frankly, i didnt felt a sense of relieve despite the fact that exams are now all over.
Perhaps it is because exams are the least of my worries of all.
I don't give a damn to my grades at all.
Eh. maybe i do.
If i get higher gpa, then happy lo. if i did badly, then also nevermind lah.
Pass can liao, just dont wanna waste my time studying for supp paper.
However, now that exams are all over, and that i am having my holiday.No, my holiday started even before my papers.
I am feeling kinda of lost.
I don't know what to do during this long break.
Other then work, dota and slacking at home and oh, exercising,i seriously have no idea on what to do.
Feels kinda of no life you know.
Of course there are other things for me to do, but they are not in my control thou.
So lets see how things go.
And on one of the nights, when i was feeling detached and saddened over stuffs.
marilyn: lol. if the friend really treasure you, he/she will put in effort to salavage it. you wont be the only one.
marilyn: ask yourself.
marilyn: will it help if you were to be sad over him/her?
marilyn: does it make any difference a not.
marilyn: when you are brooding over it, is he even affected?
marilyn: he might be happily partying away right.
marilyn: what is yours is yours, whats not then let it be.
As much as i know that it's true, and i often say this to many of my friends.
But just can't help it.
Just let me brood over it, and things will be ok.
Thanks marilyn.
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On a random note, please feed my beloved egg.
And if it doesnt hatch, i am gonna get it replaced.
Damn you egg.
And i need to cut my hair pretty soon, and watch movie.
And buy flip flops, and go k box.
Then, change my blogskin.
You know, what thats gonna happen this coming holiday will say it all.
Yao hui zuo ren ahhhhhhhhhh.
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