YooO!!!
It has been so long,since i felt like rolling on the floor ten thousand times without grumbling.
No words are able to describle how much joy i am actually feeling.or rather,it is just due to my poor dictionary
Yesterday,i finally spoke to my sis!
Rememeber 8months ago?i told your that i quarrelled with her?
It was till yesterday,that we both spoke!
We even gossip about my bro!
I really miss those times...
But,it's back now!
I was already very happy after speaking to my sis yesterday.
And guess what?
I found my IC yesterday!!!
I actually left it at a lan-gaming shop!
I am sooo careless and forgetful.
But now that it's found.
I can submit my enrolement package without worries!!
Things are finally falling into place.
And i am just so glad=)
But things could have been better.
I think i will choose my friends over my pride.=)
Can you feel the joy!!?!?!
CAN YOU!?!?
There are just endless problems to be solved.
Problems after problems.
Just when i thought that i have almost solved this ,that arise.
And strangely,it arise just in time,to stress you out.
Till date,i have not submitted my enrolement package.
And its like,my dateline was on monday!?
I hate documents!
I am always so careless,and so forgetful.
How the hell can i not remember where did i left my IC!
I am so dead,without my ic,i am short of one document for my package.
And that makes it incomplete.
And without it,i cant activate my singpass!
What am i suppose to do now?
I am at my wit's end.
And other then praying,and hoping that some kind hearted soul will post my ic to my mailbox.
I have no idea what to do.
I have turned my hse,and kun's house upside down.
But still cant find it.
Zl,if u are reading this,please tell me whether did the person returned us our IC the other day when we were at Katong?
Well,i was clearing my mail and i came across this test,i took the test,and here's the result.
What's Behind Your Emotions?
Why You Feel the Way You Do
Guan, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Honesty
In other words, your commitment to leading an honest life, and your belief in the truth, directly affect how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.
For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you can share all your thoughts and feelings — good or bad. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in honesty and the range of emotions it triggers.
Well,it's somewhat true.
I am soooo tired!!!
Just reached home after the medical checkup at SATA.
I reached there at about 9am,the whole procedure lasted 3hrs!!!
I thought that by going early,i might be able to reach home early.
But i was so terribly wrong.
I will getting the report only by next monday,which is like,the deadline for submission?
So rush,and so not well-organized.
Meeting Claudia and valer later,haha,finally,i am meeting friends.
We planing to watch Mr bean's Holiday,after which,we will proceed to pasir ris park cycle.
So,this is my schedule of the day.!
But i am so tired!
I only manage to sleep for 3hrs yesterday.
Ahhhh.....
Ahhh!!!
So many things to do!
I received my enrolement package today,
And i have no idea what do i need to do with them.
I cant even find a 2B pencil to fill in the medical form!
And i dont even own a printer to print the online enrolement thing.
Hmm... very troublesome leh...
Think gonna go for the medical checkup tomorrow,so that i can get ready to mail everything by friday.
Ahh..mailing.
I have got another thing that i need to mail.
That's the CPF medishield scheme.
I have no idea what is it either.
Just mail it lah.
The last time i saw any of my friends was during CNY at claudia's house.
So it has been 3 long weeks,approaching a month.
Life without a phone sucks.
I am starting to miss them.
I had my first encounter with something blacky,dirty and smelly just a few mins ago.
Guess what?
Yes!..It's a RAT.
Cause you see,i live on the second floor.
My mom was telling me yesterday that she saw a rat while clearing the storeroom the other day.
The Rat ran,and she searched high and low for it,but to no avail.
She thought that the rat had ran out of the house,hence,she stopped the search.
I was rather relieved to hear that too.
BUt...SHE WAS WRONG!
I was watching Comedy night with my father on channel 8 just now.
We began hearing knocking sound behind the tv console.
I alerted my mother,who was sound asleep,and told her that it might be the rat.
She came out,and bravely adjusted the DVD player located at the lower platform of our tv console.yes,that damn rat was biting my DVD player
The rat Ran Out!!towards the kitchen.
It's about the size of my fist.
Black...eeeww..
I was scared off my wits that i immedialtly jumped to the nearest seat.
While my mom quickly followed it to the kitchen.
It disappeared.
But my mom know where is its hide out.
She boiled some water,and poured it into one of the holes below our stove.
The rat ran out.again..kinda lame
And it went disappeared again.
We dont know where the heck it ran to.
But my mom said that it's probably be dead.
And she will look for it tomorrow.
She then went back to sleep.
And here i am,blogging.
I hate rats!
Spoil my night.For the writing above,i was trying my make my mom sounds really cool.
I excluded her cursing and swearing part,and the look on her face when she poured the boiling water in.
And of course,her reaction when she saw me running to the com and using it at this time
Notice?
I did not mention a word on my dad helping out.
He heck care the rat.
And i heck care him.
My mom,is brave.
All moms are actually.
And together.
They are the nightmares of rats and cockroaches.
I am going off..
Cause...there,she goes again.
I am gonna end up like that rat if i dont obey her.
Ok,i was exaggerating,just this part.
Watched "Music And Lyrics" with Wen Jie just now at Marina Square's GV.
We watched the 12.05pm show.
It's the first time i ever watch such a early movie.
Bought the ticket at about 11.55am.
I couldnt quite get what the cashier was saying because she seems like she is from phillipine.
So,i just nod to whatever she said.
In the end,she gave us a couple seat.=.=
"Music And lyrics" is really a very nice movie.
Hmm..it's funny but romantic.
The song is SOOOO nice!
Especially the "Way Back into love"
I have placed it in my playlist with a few other songs from the show.
I just love those songs so much.
After watching the movie.
Wen jie was supposed to go and teach tuition.
But in the end,she cant contact the parents,so,she postponed it to tomorrow.
We went for our lunch and walked from marina to bugis.
Chatted quite alot.
And i feel that we feel the same way.
I am sort of influence by her too.
Haha..
We departed at about 4pm as she had to go for her helper's PM.
And i wanna come home.
And!i finally got my mp3 back.
Throughout the whole session.
I was expecting my pay in be deposited into my account.
BUT IT HASNT!
I am so pissed.
Wei liang's going to call the company tomorrow.
Lets see what went wrong.
We are planning to complain it to MOM if we did not receive the pay by the end of the month.
I feel like i am gonna fall sick anytime.
If your hasnt realise.Which i think its your should be slap on the face if your have not.
I have changed my blogskin!!!
Because i LOVE brown.and chocalate:p
And this is much simplier compared to the old one.
I feel like i am gonna fall sick anytime.
Must be due to those heaty food and chocalate that i have been eating lately.
Life is just so unfair.
Or is it not?
There are people that are born with high metabolism rate.
They can eat all they want.
Yet,they remained slim.
But of course,researches shows that,these people,leads a short life.
Ok,fatter people also leads a short life.
So in a sense,its fair.
Let me lead a healthy life-style,and stop being envious to those who are born slim.
There are people who are born with high IQs that they can study so little,yet do so well in examinations.
Or they r those whom study alot,and became the top scholar,obtaining "Fame and glory".
But,this world does not revolves around only on IQ,there are also such thing call an EQ.
People with High IQ,are normally blessed with Low EQ.
There are people,who are born with a silver spoon
Since young,they are pampered and can have everything they want.
But,in reality,they can buy everything that they want,but they cant buy true relationships.
And these people are often more fragile then other people.
Remember,one of the 7 deadly sins is PRIDE.
They are people that are born with good looks.
Hmm..this reminds of me one of the motion on "The arena"airing every tuesday night,8.30am.
It goes something like"Good looks trumps over effort,people with good looks have a greater advantage then those who are hard-working"
Something like that.
And the conclusion?
Yes,people with good looks indeed,have a better headstart because first impression counts.
But in time to come,people who are hard-working and puts in more effort in their work are those who are more recognise.
So,let me admit to the fact that i am neither good-looking nor really hard-working.
Ahh..since i cant possibly change my looks,i can change my attitude.
Kun once told me that he has got a classmate,
You see,my cousin studys in a private school that offers a second chance to those who did not do well for their O's or N's level,
And the thing thats unique about that particular classmate is that,unlike other classmates that he have,that fellow dropped out of his school after sec 3.
And decided to take his O level in that private school.
Guess what,that guy used to study in Raffles institution,and the reason he dropped out is not because he did so badly that he is being forced to.
It is because he did not like the idea of a direct bus to Raffles JC,he wants to study in other JCs.
When I first heard about this,it strengthens my belief that life is unfair.
Does he know how many people wants to study in RJC?
Yet,they cant?
Why am I in a different situation compared to his?
He can choose study whatever he want,and reject such good offers?
But as I think further,i realised that we are in the same situation,but its our decision that differentiated us.
The similarity between us is that,we are forced into study in a school/course we dont want to,back then and now.
But he decides to drop out of school in order to study in a school he wants.
I am not saying that i am gonna drop out of my course so that i can study what i want.
Although i have the idea to retake my O's.
Still upon consideration.
But if i had chosen to work hard,throughout sec4.
I would had end up in the same situation as him.
And the conclusion is.
Life is never unfair to us.
Its us that makes life seems unfair.
We are often blinded by our enviousness to those others have,and failed to see what they dont have.
And we did not see what we have,that others dont,that makes us unique.
There are many sides to a story,its just which we chose to look it from.
At the end of the day,you make who you are,what you are.
I had made the decision,and i had asked myself whether had i done the correct one.
And whether is it what i wanted.
The answer is a No.
I regretted.
I hasnt been thinking right.
Why must i condemn?
Hasn't i did the same mistake before?
I dont wanna repeat the same mistake.
Like how i did to Sebastian.
Have not been of myself lately.
Rather depressed..
I have been having sleepless nites.
And thus,waking up late in e afternoon.
And eating many meals a day wif huge portion.
I would rather glue myself to e com den going out.
Although most of e time,i am jus staring at e com.
And...I find it hard 2 be lame.
I examined myself,and picked out some reason.
1)I still cant get away wif the course dat i am posted to.
2)I am jobless.
3)Sch's reopening.
4)And something.
Ahhh.......
I dunno why,
although i am rotting at home,and even 2 a extend of playing maple.
But even when some1 asks me out,i will still reject?
But e thing here is,
Either stay at home,or go out rite?
I am finally meeting wen jie later.
Woah,it has been a LONG since i last c her.
Kinda miss her.
Ahh...my post r getting shorter and shorter!!!...
But i am realli running out of thing 2 blog.
U c,there's realli alot of things tat i cant share.
So,after eliminating those tat i cant blog.
This is wat tat is left.
Oh ya,i dint blog abt this.
But this is e 1st time,any1 of my frens had ever sae this to me.
"Jus wanna let u noe how much i appreciate u as a fren 2 me,and it's coming from e bottom of my heart."
Woah,tat's realli a nice thing 2 hear.
Some might sae, its onli a sentence,any1 can sae tat.
But in fact,it takes lots of courage to sae tat.
And to me,it realli means quite alot.
At least i noe wat i have done,have been appreciated.
And all those,had not gone in vain.
I am glad!=)
Thanks CHERYL.
The 1st person tat told me tat was Wen Jie.
Thats the reason why we r so close.
Affirmation!=)
But i have 2 admit,girls r better saeing all those.
Cos Kun nv once tell me tat he appreciate me.
BUT,he shows me thru his action.
Ok,i am going off.
Perhaps i was being too harsh.
But since u r not at all affected.
Why shld i?
BYE!
I dunno wat i am feeling.
Lack of communciation.
I guess i hasn't been communicating enuf.
I failed.
I jus dun feel like going.
And i dunno why.
Oh well,i haf returned the company line to e company.
So i guess,i will be handphoneless for about a week or so.
But i guess,i wont even need a hp for e time being.
Cos i dun realli c the need of having 1 for now.
But for those tat wanna find me,i will try 2 online as often as i can.
Or ur can try getting 2 me through my house phone.
If still cant get me,call my cousin 98008263
And,now....the company took back wat tat belongs to them.
So WHEN R THEY RETURNING WAT TAT BELONGS TO ME!?!?!??!!
ahhh....I feel the sudden loneliness.
I guess i had sacrificed and invested my time wrongly.
Kevin is rite,"Assumtion is the mother of all fucked up"
And i guess,i had fucked myself up by assuming u r one of e few.
Shld haf spent my time wif people who r more appreciative,at least.
Hmm..The posting results r out.
I Dint manage 2 get into e courses i wan.
Instead,i landed up in 1 of my last choices.
Internet and Mulitmedia Development.
I tried appealing.
But realised tat i will have 2 meet their cop 1st.
I came home,and stoned infront of the television.
I cant help but to tink wat might happen for me in e future.
I have almost zero interest in web page designing and scripting.
How am i gonna survive?
I fall asleep while stoning
And woke up abt 10mins ago.
My inner voice struck me.
"Hey!Rather den being sad over wat tat can no longer be change.
Why not look at it from another angle?
U noe tat when there's a demand,den there will be tat course.
U wont starve 2 death wif tat diploma.
U haf gotten 18 points,this is probably the best course tat u can go to.
And u noe for urself,when u hate doing something,u wont do it good!!
Accept wat u haf now and excel in it,who saes u cant be successful?!"
It enlightened me.
I guess,they r right!
No fish,no prawn,no chicken, no duck, no IKAN BILIS!
It's still ok!
As long as there's something for me,i can still survive.
Compare myself to those whom haf nowhere 2 go.
I am much fortunate.
And who noes,the next time u visit my blog,u will haf the shock out of ur life!
But still,i cant help but to tink of being in e bank industry.
Jus need time 2 adjust.
