When night falls....

Christmas and my talentine isor are jus around e corner!!

Wishing everyone a merry christmas in advance.
Have fun..and haf presents=)
Jesus is e reason for e season!!
Amen!


I am jus like the excess electron in convalent bond in relationships.
Haix..it onli plays the part of joining 2 "other bonds" together.?

Yea Yea yEA!!!

I finally receive e phone call ytd!!!
And yes,I am IN e finals!!!
hooray!!!
REJOICE!!!!!!
haha,2gether 2 other person,we will compete for e champion=)
Tis is not jus a 4 person talentine!
Hahas........It will probably on e thanksgiving day,27 or 28.
Shall inform ur on e dates.
Those ppl tat wanna support me one..
Do make urself free!



Hopefully...I will oso receive e phone call for jobs..
Cos i feel sooooooooooo rotten and useless without hafing a job!!!
ARGHHH!!!!

Slack slack slack.

I am waiting for Phone calls.
ARRR!!they r driving me nuts.
Literally.

I wan a job.
I wan 2 get into e finals.
I wanna invite frens for christmas.
AND I WANNA WATCH DEJAVU,NIGHT IN MUSUEM AND TRUST THE MAN!
HAHAHA!!!!!!!
These r my goals for tis month.
Noticed there's no losing weight?
Awww..let nature take its course.

No money very jia lat one u noe?
Cannot go out.
Slack at home like wanna rot like tat.
If go out,c fren eat,u cannot eat.
HOW TORTURING IS TAT!!!!!
I need 2 get a job.
NEED INCOME!!!!!!!
NEED MONEY!!!!


"Love is not how you forget,but how you FORGIVE; not how you LISTEN,but how you UNDERSTAND; not what you see,but what you FEEL and not how you let go,but how you HOLD ON!"
-Anon

Question:Do i love?

Yo...i am finally back for another entry..
ha...it has been quite some while since i last blog.
Currently staying at wen jie's place,using her com,since she's away for her empire course..

Had been looking for jobs past few days.
Went 2 a job agency jus now.
Hopefully,they will contact me soon.
I desparately need a job,my parents are quite reluntant 2 gif me allowance.

I am still waiting for e phone call from cheryl,one of e person-in-charge of e talentine.
She promised 2 call me latest by sunday 2 let me noe whether did i make it for the finals.
But she smsed me ytd and told me tat e judges need more time,she will call me today.
Afterall,choosing 5 isnt easy.

Have been catching Asian games DOHA on channel 5 for e past few days.
Find them quite entertaining,and this is probably the 1st time i get so enthu into watching sports.
Those speeding ping-pong balls,dashing shuttle cocks,human fish and of cos,those rolling bowling balls.
Ahh,i'm not so impressed wif chinas winning so many gold medals.
They train from young,which means,they no need 2 study.
U noe althelics,if in any situation,u loses a part or 2,u r dead man.
Be it running or watsoeva.
But they do earn alot thou.
Singapore pays 250k for a gold medal..woah,tats 1/4 of a million.
But it's not easy,it involves plenty of hardwork and sweat.
It's realli e passion for e sports.

Shi xin hui released a new album.
Oh gosh,no way will i buy her album
For God's sake,no way can she be SEXY!
It's her vocals tat r marketable.
Wonder wat her company r planning.
She makes me wanna puke.
Totally,bad planning,bad bad bad.
It takes 2 hands 2 clap,i wonder wat shi xin hui is tinking.

Christmas is approaching soon.
Woooo!!!!
So excited...haaaaaaaaaa.
Jus a year ago,i lived such a purposeless life.
The routine for each day r always the same.
No aims.
And i questioned myself,wat shld i do in e future?
Wat's my purpose in life?
I found all tis answers in e Word of God,the bible.
I found my purpose in life..
And i noe why am i here for.
Not jus a accident.


I tink alot.
To me,frens r important.
The closer the fren,the higher is my expectation towards him.
It's not for me 2 control.
Like wat i had always sae,the higher ur expectation,the greater is ur disappointment.
Tats realli true.
I experienced it.
If i am not even worth a few hrs of your time.
There's realli no much value in tis frenship.
They may not noe how much their presence means to me.
Perhaps is e lack of heart 2 heart chats.
But 2 me,frenship involves affirmation,sacrifice,honesty and openess.
We cant jus live for ourselves all e time.
I am not angry,jus disappointed.
Perhaps i displayed my disappointment in a wrong way.
But i am realli utterly disappointed.
To tink tat i had always tot ur will be more den gladly 2 support me.
Haaa..i was wrong,always wrong.
But thanks for "telling" me.


Read "train man" tat wen jie borrowed from her fren ytd.
Quite interesting.
And tat was also when i told myself.
It's time for me 2 do some reading.
My english sux.