Oh well,fasting over,gonna eat dinner soon...
Fasted for Easter and for the frens who will be coming and those i wan 2 invite.
Not easy for me,but for the purpose,i would be gladly 2 do so.
Great day,everyday is great depending on how u view it,learn 2 be OPTIMISTIC.
If u r not,no matter how happi the day is,u will still feel sad.
As for me,i noe,everything happens,happens for a reason.And God is wif me whereever i go.Well tats good
If ppl shouted at me,i will be understanding and assume tat they are in a really bad mood.
But the key problem for me is,i am not good in expressing myself in words or action.
Watever i said jus seems 2 comes out wrong,thus,ppl misunderstood.
Events like:I wan be encouraging,ppl tink i am being sarcastic.
I wan 2 comfort ppl,they tink tat i am a busibody.
I wan 2 communicate wif some1,but wif e wrong method and ends up wrong.
I wan 2 tok,but shouted in e end.
I wan 2 speak in a calm manner,but i speaks as thou i am agitated.
And lots more
Perhaps is my tone of voice?
So 2 prevent any possible case of quarrelling,i learn 2 keep quiet,but it seems tat i sometime becomes 2 quiet 2 make ppl stay away from me,well tat sometime.
And i noe,for ppl who noes me well,it better dat i keep quiet.ha
Ha,back 2 my day.
Lessons as usual,practically nth much 2 elaborate on.
Dnt,Miss lee came back,she taught us dnt when we were in sec 1.
Well,not bad.
Seh,She gave TP 4 ideas and WL 1!
Gosh,tats so great.So SO great.How i wish i got 4 more!
Frens,sometimes i wonder those 20,30,40,50 yrs fren is fake anot.
Cos in real life,tis type of frens dun really exist.
Ask urself,in 50yrs time,will u still be in contact wif those u hanged around now?
No one will be so firm and sure tat its a ''Yes!!''
Cos Human Heart is really unpredictable,and relationships(BGR,frens)cannot tolerate a third,fourth,fifth party.And of cos,relations bonding fates through time and distance.
Tat is jus life,Frens comes and go easily and quickly
Sae,From Gary from e booster camp,a 10yr frenship was gone jus becos of a woman.
Isnt it such a pity?Worst thing,tat bimbo woman of these 2 fren backstabbed
Its hard 2 even find a 10 yr fren.
So i haf learnt,the onli 1 tats true is God,the relation which onli grows but not fades
He will nv turn his back on me,he will nvr ever backstabbed me.
And when i am down,he will always be there for me.
And if one day i draw away from me,do e wrong things and is against him.And when i returns again,he will nv close his doors for me.
For people out there,pls dun tink its ridiculous,He is there,and its real,All Christian feels it..Tats why they all call the diciples of God.
No one will devote their time for some1 that dun exist rite?
So why are there so many Christians?And we r not jus a bunch of religious ppl who do things without a purpose.Ur might tink tat we r crazy,but we do all things for a reason.
Oh well,back 2 e point,as i was saying abt frens,not sae i am discriminating frens,but wat i sae is really true.
It hurts when its comes 2 parting..
If we never knew,we will nvr part..
But of cos,its e experience tat counts,after our parting,our life goes on.
For my Secondary sch frens,i noe tat the day is near..The end of O's marks the parting..And the parting starts till the day when we step into our new environment,our new sch,we will jus noe another bunch of frens.And tats it.
We find the easy way out,and its we would rather live for the future den in e past.Rite?To live for the future den the live for e past,we noe tat we cannot nvr turn back e clock eh?
Wat done cannot be undone.
When we stop meeting,we forgets.
Take one example,recall ur Primary sch or even ur frens from Sec2s or even last year,Ur best pal,is he around u now?(Not including those whom u same class wif till now!)
Some ppl noe it but choose 2 avoid,while some dont noe abt it(i doubt so)But face it,tats jus life!
Its good 2 live in a situation fully emphasize,tats when u noe how much u shld place ur priority 2 it.Its good 2 haf a wide network of frens,but keep a few good ones(no link but it jus comes 2 my mind)
Of cos some of ur may not agree wif tat,everyone have their views.
Tis is jus mine.
I used 2 treasure frenships,but it came 2 a point when theres 2 much unpredictable.
So nvr predict.
But of cos if u tink its worth treasuring,go ahead and treasure it!there's no right or wrong!
For me,i am still in between.
But for sure,I will treasure my time wif God!
And of cos,My cousins,Family,and churchmates
As for my frens,i treasure 2..
I AM NOT ASKING U 2 ISOLATE URSELF AND BE ALONE!
Crap,written a whole lot of things,wat inspires me 2 write tis lot?Could not rmb,but at least i voice out my opinion,and thinking.Yea,I AM NOT BEING EMOTIONAL!=.=although it seems like one..but i am jus writing out wat i feel rather den keeping it in my heart!
And i noe i am being contradictive!
ha,but its my thought,hu cares,i am not writing a chinese formal letter,or ss essay where i haf 2 make a stand n elaborate!
Signing off
Boon
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