Ok..today was a very nice day for me!!
Hmm...today actually in sch its as usual lor..nth much 2 elaborate about..
Ok..den went home..at 1st wan 2 take afternoon nap 1..den sebast sms me ask me go catch a movie..watch pink panter with yan ting n sebast..long time nv go out together liao..how i missed those days tat we were together.....Wow!!Pink panter is so funni!!!i kept laughing n laughing..its about this inspector.french 1..den he assense so frenchy..haha..den he make alot of jokes lor...he is so so funni..MUS WATCH!
Den after the show..we went Century..they ask me go recording..encourage me..so i go lor..haha..so happy!!But still i got so nervous..den lips dry..i sang hen xiang ni..but the head voice part i nv use head..cos no voice come out..i sang too many times le 5-6 times...normal people record max 3times onli leh..lol..when i sang the 1st time the recording ppl sae ''Omg,u sing so nice sia!''haha so happy den after we finish they tell me tat actually after the thing is done..they will send it 2 alot of place 1..like radio station..haha...Maybe will get discovered..hope so..haha..i tink i might wan upload here..pls dun do visit..hahaha...But after all i quite dissapointed wif my recording ar...cos got some part not so good..haiz..ha
Hmm..today took amath test..not sae its very simple ar..its jus dat i could do some of the question which means tat i would score a big fat '0' again!!Weee~i pray..haha
Actually oso nth much happen in sch today..very short,simple and nice dae!For me of cos..but nt for 2 person..hope tat they will get over with it...at least i manage 2 help one of them..dunno got help dao ma la..i tink got ar..we need 2 be encouraging!..haha..as for the other 1..leave it 2 other ppl lor..u cant really help a person if the person refuse 2 let u help ma...
Was walking to the bus-stop wif kh n kk when i saw sebast..i ask him 2 stop den walk over 2 him,wanted 2 talk to him but i found out tat alot of things change..i haf nth 2 talk wif him abt..we missed alot of things..tats a very sad thing as i began 2 tink of those days in sec 1 and 2 when i can do all the toking and he will listen..den he might tok and i will listen..and now...absolutely nth..i jus ask..''Did benecdict bully u?''LoL...a lame question indeed..but wat more can i ask him?topics from a few yrs back...i guess nt...Regretting the childish decision i made...but nvm..life goes on..things done cannot be undone..needa learn how 2 treasure frens...cos things will change!
Seems that all those unhappy things re gone liao..i am happier now!
Dnt work seems to be not so stress already..i tink ar i feel stress cos i had been stressing myself..mus learn how 2 manage my time already..Marvellous week!
This few weeks the service its all bout how 2 win people..cos ar easter coming ma..mus learn how 2 apply them instead of jus listening 2 them..ha
wooo~
its been a week since i blogged...so fast get sian already...
haix..alot of unhappy things happen..actually nt unhappy things ar..jus small things which i feel its rather sad for me..in sch, at home..claudia sae i very scary, got split personality..actually,my mood jus swings for the extreame..i dunno whether 2 be quiet or noisy,but being quiet means?pulling a long face..sometimes, i jus dun wanna 2 tok,or maybe i shld nt deceive myself,i am in a bad mood..i sometimes gets lost..i dunno which personalilty is the real me..
I wonder why am i behaving like this...i used 2 be cheerful...i wasnt like tat last year, am i 2 stress already or 2 self-concious?dunno ar...but my mood jus swing,and after tinking through...i feel sorry,for losing my temper 2 those alround me..but i dun apologize,becos sometimes they actually didnt put it in their heart..or they dun appreciate
But thankfully,frens will cheer me up when i am moody...thanks
I DUNNO!!!why is my personailty like tat...i needa control...control...but how...
haixxx...i am in total despair..tink tat i will really nervous breakdown...hope nt...pray hard
Everything is just freaking me off...happi things,sad things..i noe tat i shld't be behaving this way...i finally noe wats stress..dnt...studies..haixx...i needa pull through..
I am starting 2 get bored of my daily life..everyday in weekdays, things tat happen are so normal..nothing surprising everyday..go sch,come home,afternoon nap,watch tv,online,homework,sleep..i stop playing games..get bored too..waiting for weekends, where i can spend time in church and cell group and wif cousins..
All these happens so fast,ever since i came 2 church..so stress..i noe of cos tat God is putting me 2 test...Umm...Praying tat i will pull through...if nt something might happen
Today i slack e whole day...jus could nt concentrade..i tink cos of the chinese new year ba..especially during Mdm Teng's class...i jus hate her face..cannot tahan..then she jus keep nagging..i understand she's for our own good..i try 2 pay more attention..but i jus cant..BUT I WILL CONTINUE TRYING!!!
These few days...i gained quite an amount of weight eh...den this morning when i wear my clothes..so tight!...haixxx...den when i went 2 sch..so uncomfortable...den still haf 2 do those morning exercise...den the weather oso very hot lor..
Everything was fine in e morning..was chatting away wif kian hao n zhi liang during class time..but ar in e afternoon..during the chem Q N A, prehaps due 2 my tiredness..i jus dun wanna tok...like moodswing like tat...den suganda tok i oso cannot understand..den very frustrated..haixxx..but after a slp...i felt better already..
Aiyo..haven do lit n dnt=.=
Hmm...these few days ar...very tiring 1 leh...Chinese new year ma..
On friday, wow that dae was really an exciting dae for me..for the whole half day..i was soooo nervous until my lips went dry..cos needa perform..sang piano..wahahaha~was relieved when i heard the cheers!phew
On satuarday, its reunion dinner..actually nth much oso..cos its wif my family..except tat my sister and i was laughing none stop when we watched the show on channel 8 for the chinese new year..
On sunday, woke up early in e morning 2 prepare myself...den go my ahma hse bai nian..wah piang..jian kun sure noes how 2 suan me lor..cos rite my ahma hse got 1 buddha statue..the laughing buddha 1..then he ask me sit beside it...den sae i look like him cos of the stomach!!omg..so sad...i wanna lose weight!!!Den we went Macdonald eat den go travel around bai nian...wah..den ar..we found out dat chee yan..our other same age cousin..so xiao jie ar..ask her walk she dun wan den play games die die oso dun wan 2 admit defeat..Ha~den me,wen jie n jian kun concluded dat..got such mom got such daughter...Was an exciting dae for we as we suan each other here n there...Got alot of angpow!
On Sunday, early in e morning so sian!cos my father sae dun wan go his side..cos relation nt good wif them..lesser angpow...=( but nvm..i met wen jie,jian kun n di wei at plaza sing in e late afternoon, we ate KFC..i dun wanna eat in e first place 1..but ar...the temptation...om..i ate in e end..so fattening u noe!..We wanted 2 watch i nt stupid 2 in e 1st place 1..wanted 2 watch again cos its nice when i watch it wif kian hao n zhiliang...i was the onli 1 tat cried thou.ha..but ar the PS GV all the timing full leh...so we walk 2 the cathay there..too late liao the shows..and then oso full..den we wanted 2 go k box..but jian kun dun sing..so we dun wan 2 waste his money...so lor...all the plans all tanisnished..so walk walk around, we walk from douby guat 2 somerset den we saw some red indian dancing....den i was grumbling..i wanted2 find a cafe for me 2 slack..like eating ice cream,drink coke bla bla bla..den 2 sian..we decide 2 go esplanade..go there...haiz..i got so hungry!!i wanted 2 eat dinner..but they refuse..HAIX!!!!so we walk..from city hall->esplanade->suntec->bugis...tat was when we finally had our dinner at BK..bugis street there...i was the onli 1 eating..hahaaaa...Walk half day...i pulled a long face..but at e same time i tell cold jokes..den oso get teamed suan by wen jie n jian kun...haaa..but nvm...they suan me i dun mind..hahaa..but mus be more andifiying..haha..den i go jian kun hse lor..
Monday, i slack whole day at Jian kun hse...jian hwee was sick so jian kun accompany him go c doctor..den i slp..awoken by zhiliang's sms..sae wan go out..den i remembered..i haven ask kianhao..so i ask him ask..den i go slp again..2hrs later..he sae kian hao late afternoon free..but den when i sms kian hao ask him go where..he sae nt going...den in e meanwhile jian kun oso go out..den sae wan meet me later cos he meeting eloisa for a while onli...so...i was wearning jeans...fully prepared..den suddenly they all sae nt meeting me liao..haix..but i refuse 2 change back..so i wear jeans whole day until he return home..help me buy mac chicken sae no need pay him..so i thank him lor...den oso need 2 settle all those blog thing...ask ashley help me 1...haha..finally now 12am den i am able 2 blog..=.=
Haixx...theres sch tmr...gotta slp!!!sians...i gained 4kg throughout new year...den my dnt file oso dunno go where liao...=(
